[sun struck]

If you messed up,
and blew what I achieved over the course of a week,
no matter how petty it might seem for you,
you have to respond to my messages and get. back. to. me.
Without me having to hound you down like a dog.
I was so close to the things I have hoped for so long.. and this time, it wasn’t even me.

I have spent weeks in despair, from all the failures.
and I this was the only hope I had recently.
The hope I might be able to achieve something I’ve longed for so long…

I haven’t been pushy and I have tried to be understanding.
but you’re just abusing that at this point.
and it’s not like it takes you so much time, to get it fixed.

I am upset, I am not going to lie.
You have wasted a lot of my time, diminished the time I needed to work towards my goal.


While I do not hate you for this,
I need you to know of it.

You might feel like it is small,
and you might think I’m being annoying,

but it meant too much to me.
and I need you to know,
that for some of us,
Who were having a miserable time,
You have played with our hearts,
and left me to find myself in a worst state, than I have known myself before I gained hope and put in faith.

I need you to know.
Maybe you'll do things differently..for the others at least..