Lonely in the playground

[Animakoanime]

Hello , so this is practically about me.you will understand this once I tell you some of my history
When I was five I left France to go live in malaysia, my parents put me in a internstional school since i was still young and could learn quickly beacause I only knew the basics in French , I learned how to speek English fluently with a American accent in less than three months!:3.i made really close friends and I lived in Malaysia for six years...but my happyness wouldn't last , my father got a new contact in December ...and his job was in Egypt...I said goodbye to my friends, I didn't cry beacause I didn't want to make them sad...then I arrived in Egypt , well let me tell you .. i don't like it there . Oh sure when you think of Egypt you think pyramids and sand and a desert, well i live in Alexandria and i hate it , I just hate it , the view from my bedroom is a bunch of buildings and factorys as far as the eye can see. ...now here comes the school part , the kids in my class do not accept me beacause I'm not a girly girl, I'm what you call a tomboy, there is alot of gender cegregation in my class ( not done by the teacher's but by the children themselves) , they speak behind my back in Arabic..oh I forgot to mention I'm the only one that doesn't speak Arabic, even in social media (where I can see what they say ( I can't read what they say but I see my name in messages and a few curse words and words such as "she doesn't belong here " , so here are the things that set me appart from the girls and boys , I'm not a girly girl and I'm not a boy beacause that's not my gender, I don't speak Arabic , the boys don't accept me into their group beacause I'm a girl and I dont speak arabic. ...I miss my friends so much and I wish I could go see them....I'm afraid to go back to school and get called names like "boy","freak "and "wannabe" ...

[Animakoanime]

Though I start school in September

[Gecko Mamma]

I want to hug you!!!

[Animakoanime]

<3 aww thanks.

[gemstone.]

Hang in there! God sees you, he'll help you! Have faith!

[cookie dog]

Omg thats so sad! :sends virtual hug: hang in there! You will get through this! Don't listen to them! They are nothing. Here is a quote that someone once said: "Be your own kind of beautiful." To be honest i believe in this quote completely. You should, too. If you ever need anyone to talk to, pm and i will be there for you. :)

[Animakoanime]

Thank you all for the kind awnsers <3