TheComfortCorner | V.10

[iHolli]

{ if I'm supposed to be alone,
why does it hurt so much to be alone?
I wish I could just feel better.
I wish I didn't get attached so easily.
I'm supposed to be happy alone.
I don't want to need people.
I hate this.
I hate hurting.

[peachy!]

still can't sleep and the sleep center won't give us any information about scheduling. i just. i need some help. on time before things get worse this time.

[67Phlox]

rambling before bed, not very coherent
feel free to look, i don't mind (if I did, I wouldn't be posting it here)

uweh, brainworms... brainrot, even!
imagine listening to one song, but with slight changes, for... over 2 years? crazyy
but i can't blame myself, it's so good

doesn't help i VERY MUCH LIKE the character it is attached to
helphe
geez, i knew the second i first saw it I would be falling hard

weird, isn't it? to like fictional beings? to think about them???? at least a few times in a week?
crazy, crazy; sth is wrong with the way i cope w/ life
unhealthy

at least he helps me be awake
con: he helps me be awake & absolutely manic

...i kind of want to draw him again, but i'll try to stick to my style i guess??
after i poractice humans, and that's later
asdfdsf

comissions. tomorrow. i need to focus
and sleep

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x

[vist]

there’s no point in venting when i’m both the problem and solution,

[♥ mizu]

idk i just feel ashamed and sad. i think i know why i'd just rather not share. i want to enjoy my night but this is persistently making me feel bad. i want it to go away. i need to take my daily meds too so that might be it

edit today i learned that embarrassment and mortification are what brings me out of my dissociation. this is cray cray

[arabella !!]

god i really hope my friends and family are okay in the battles they won't tell me about it. i know i could do so much more instead of be a bystander in their lives. and yet, when i reach out, i feel utterly hopeless. i'm afraid to be a bother and it kills me.

[67Phlox]

live to the fullest, dangit

slowly making a comprehensive list / guide of what irks me about myself in order to fix those things (that way I'll remember what to do); why slowly? I got too used to the routine I stuck myself in... it's truly terrible how much time I waste doing nothing of value lol
or maybe I am just burn out or getting overwhelmed at the thought of assigments I still have left to do

overall, I'm looking to improve... albeit apprehensively (mental skill-issue)... haha :(

edit: typo

[Ioannis]

Tbh it’s kinda funny how worthless I am. Like, I do nothing for anyone including myself. I am nothing, I’m not going to make it anywhere. And no shade to anyone on the site, I love this place and the people, but I can’t even gain traction here, on the internet, I mean, that’s sad. And I want to, it was nice to have that outside validation before on my old account(my therapist says I have a problem with needing that all the time cause I can’t get it from myself) maybe I should start opening up those free little doodle things, lord knows I don’t have the energy or the time to make full pieces. I have at least two finals due next week. I feel like a horrible person for not saying anything when my friends show me their art because it send me on a spiral of hating everything I do and therefore myself, and just, uuugh, I’m supposed to be better by now. I’ve been trying to fix things for years but it only ever gets worse. I’m not gonna make it in this world, I can’t handle anything, I just, I’m so sick and tired of it all, please, please just let it all end already so I can clean my place and sleep, please.

[_SmollJellyfish_]

I should go to sleep
I feel so frustrated and my thoughts are starting again
Sigh,little by little I feel my sad period returning