Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[deadroses.]

dear k,
i love you and i always will. i know you dont feel the same way but you know i’m fine. I mean you used to say hi but now i dont even exist. That’s okay tho
~izzy

[gravy]

I really like you.

(that's it XD)

[gravy]

I really like you.

(that's it XD)

AH I SAID IT

[Radiation King]

to my adoptive grandpa,

Hope things are going well. Just wanted to let you know that you still cross my mind.
I’m sorry I didn’t come to talk to you more often. I regret it so much now. You were the closest I’ve had to a supportive family member. Even if I only got the opportunity to see you once a week, and God knows I didn’t take it as often as I should’ve. You always listened to my dumb stories and wanted to see what I’d drawn recently and hear about what I’d accomplished. I wish I hadn’t been so damn lazy. I wish I’d told you how much that meant to me. I wish I could tell you about all the stuff I’m doing now; I’m still drawing, fixing phones, I watch some shows you’ve probably heard of, I’ve written some interesting programs and a couple websites, there’s my training, the cops who’ve taught me what it’s like to be part of a real family, my amazing friends who’ve taught me how to care, and the professor who’s helped me with classes he doesn’t even teach... so much has happened and I think I’ve got my life plan pretty much worked out, now.
I miss you. :/

[AlphaLeonis]

you don't want to hear from me, but here i am. persistent as always.

i remember so many good memories. us playing games together. talking about life, my plans for the future, your uni. i tried to help you through the sadness in your life, and you tried to help me grow up. i was so young, and you walked my path, but i didn't listen to your advice. sometimes you got so blunt i ended up hurting because of it. physically and emotionally.

but you were always there. when i was up at 6am doing god knows what, you were there. 4 in the afternoon when i was just flying around shrine in game, you were there. we did the timeless isle together, we did bgs, we did some fun stuff. and i had so much fun. you were like a big brother to me, because i could come to you about anything. you even said i was like a younger sister to you. was i really? one day you decided i was enough. you told me you were a bad influence on my life, and you cut me off for good, and i haven't stopped thinking of you since.

i have so many questions. do you still think of me, remember me, care for me? do you ever want to speak to me again? are you biding your time, or do you not want to talk to me at all? why did you decide to disappear? the paranoid side of my brain is telling me you actually just didn't like me, and that would break my heart, but i need closure - i need to know. i feel like i've lost family and i want you back in my life. every time i do anything i'm reminded of you. i talk to one of our mutual friends on the regular, and i feel so bad because i'm always asking how you are through him. he says it's fine, but i just feel terrible.

i miss you and i wish i could just forget you but i can't. and i hope to god you come back one day. if i did something, i'm sorry. i'm a better person now. i'm ready to talk about this. i'm old enough now that maybe if you told me the truth i wouldn't take it so bad - i just want closure.

please.

[popping star]

Dear self,
Stop being sad.
Go act like everything is fine.
Thankfully they haven't noticed your slight behavioral changes.
You haven't talked about kpop as much but of course no one would point it out.
I'm sure that they're happy you shut your annoying mouth.
You're alone in your fandoms, so you might as well get used to talking to yourself.
Now go sleep. Just kidding! You won't be able to. You'll just stare at the ceiling all night.
Have fun. c:

[0009]

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dear relatives,
thank you for coming home.

[ayyyhh please delete]

dear old friend,

wowie we haven't talked in a long time!! you messaged me a few days ago and,,
i forgot how cool you are? i hope we talk more this year and next year!
you just seem awesome and it's been a long time and things have changed.
but.. omg let's be best friends again, i hope, ok tyvm ♥

[cad bane]

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[gophic]

dear myungjun,

today's your birthday, that's crazy. i only just started stanning you, but god, i can already tell you're going to be my world and everything. the group members called you the happy virus and you call yourself the smiling engine, and i thought it was just an over exaggeration. no, you're truly the happiest person. you cheer up the other group members whenever you can. you don't want abs, because it would be uncomfortable to lay on them. you make some great sound effects. your smile and laugh warms me up. your vocals can break glass. i honestly love you so much, you deserve so much love on your special day. every day is myungjun day to me. thanks for existing, and making me so happy. i love you to the moon and back. i hope you eat tons of cake. <3

- ally