Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[idyll]

Thank you for blocking me everywhere before I could defend myself
Thank you for insinuating that I use my anxiety and my heart condition to manipulate people
Thank you for failing to wait for me to explain that the message was directed at both of you, because I never wanted to be involved in this silly fight in the first place
Thank you for proving M's side of the argument, that you turn on everyone
Thank you for making me feel bad for trying to stay friends with both of you
Thank you for forgetting that S did something really personal and upsetting to me in the time they were 'away' which caused me to be angry at them
Thank you for pretending to understand why I was offline and then throwing it back in my face as evidence of why I'm a bad person
Thank you for
everything
So much

[rogan]

@ myself,
stop overreacting over not getting the part in the song okay it isn't the end of the world, you have better things to worry about. like getting into forensics. stop worrying about the part so much.

to the victims of the most recent shootings,

aztec high, italy high, net charter high, marshall high, murphy high, dearborn high, lincoln high, douglas high... i'm so sorry for the things that you've had to go through. while all of these resulted in death, some have resulted in injuries and permanent mental image. i can't imagine what these people had gone through. but i can say, i had to sit through a two hour lock-down because of a shooting in december. it scared even me, even though it was towns away from where i was. and while i didn't know the victims who had died because of the horrible person who made a horrible decision, it feels like i did. i have friends who knew on of the victims. i've heard stories of these victims to the point i can imagine being there, with my friends, with the victims. and it really hurts. did you know we got to watch a bunch of vehicles drive by hour school in honor of one of the victims? it was right before my fifth hour final. and i began crying during my final because i chose to watch the entire thing. it's a scary thing to go through. it's a painful thing.

i'm so sorry to the parents and friends of the victims who no longer have the privilege of seeing the beautiful faces of the victims who had died. i'm so, so sorry.

i hope they are all able to rest in peace.

[versemi]

dear n,

021018 - we met in person at 2pm your time. that first hug was the best. i was in tears and all i could say was a four letter word i can't say on here. your friend, we'll call him g, said "long time no see, huh?" and i think that was the so wholesome. we had never met before, we met on a stupid mouse game. it's felt like we've known each other for ages. we went on our first date, the local art museum. it was the best date i've ever been on. later on in the day, we held hands, kissed, i laid my head on your chest. i've never felt more at ease and at home. we did other stuff too, but i have to leave that out. my favorite part was while my head was on your chest and we told g we were planning on going to a movie, peter rabbit. we tried to convince him to either not go with us and get food or sit behind us. "i wouldn't sit anywhere near you two" was his reply. i hardly remember anything that happened in the actual movie. i had to go around 830 your time. it was heartbreaking. on the flight back, i was having a very hard time not crying.

021418 - one year with you. quite easily the best year i've ever lived. i can't wait for many many many more years to come.

it's hard, being roughly 1,392.7 miles away from the one you want to spend your life with, but in the end it'll be worth it. every night this week i've fallen asleep holding your shirt. i wake up whenever i drop it and i instantly freak out and grab it again. i've slept the best i've slept in a long time. i go through spells of missing you to the point where i have a hard time keeping from crying, but i do it for you. i stay strong for you. i miss you. i didn't know it was possible to miss a living person this much.

with love, always, haley

[bakawren_]

Thank you for everything you did to me. Thank you for all those rumors you spread about me to my friends, thank you for taking my secrets and blabbing them to my friends. Thank you for making me realize that bad people can be disguised to look friendly.
Thank you for everynight you made me cry and everynight I had to force myself to cry so you couldn't do anything to me. Thank you for bad talking me to everyone you knew boasting how I did this and that but in reality it was your twisted fantasies.
Thank you for replacing me within days and actually doing what you claimed I did in the rumors.
Thank you for showing my friends who you really are. Thank you for pretending to be M's friend so you could get close to me.
Thank you for proving your hypocrisy and how much of your mind I still take up.
Thank you.
-yfl, xo

[Begs]

Your always staring at me everywhere we go and ik you use to have feelings for me but like do you still have them 🤔 like please tell me I’m so confused 😐 lol

[Echo Revna]

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[Vixem]

Dear Teachers,

You can’t expect me to be as smart as Albert Einstien
in the blink of an eye.

You can’t expect me to pay attention in class if I get
bullied and teased, just for the who I am.

You can’t expect me to show up everyday with a smile,
ready to learn.

You can’t expect me to be perfect, because I’m only
human.

~

Dear Mum,

Please stop, you don’t understand what I am going through.

You say you do, but you don’t. If you put yourself in my shoes
(which you haven’t) and at least tried to understand, then
maybe we wouldn’t be in this situation are are right now..?

Can’t you see how much pain I’m in? I cry in the shower every
single night, because you make life so hard for me. I’ve tried so
hard to be nice towards you, can you at least return the favour?

~

Dear N,

Why did you tell everyone I was dating J? You said it wasn’t a big
deal because people date all the time, but what if they don’t
approve of lesbians?

We’ve only been dating for a week and you act like we’ve been
dating for months. It’s really starting to get to me now, you’re such
a fake friend. It really upsets me that you’re doing this, to your
supposedly best friend.

[wonderlandfox]

Dear *someone*
I know you’re trying to help me but you’re just making things worse.
I tell you that I can’t do it but you continue to push me past my limits.
I can’t help but cry about it. You can see how much I really care about this.
You make me want to quit. Maybe quitting is my best choice right now.
Now I believe going into this course was a huge mistake.
Signed *someone*

[ptolemaea]

Dear S

You and her are so cute together.
You treat her like trash.
Stop.
If you want a relationship
Don’t ignore each others existence

Signed me

[dibidibidis]

hey hey
you're the first person i've been interested in since,, it-wasnt-his-fault-and-hes-really-nice-but-for-some-reason-gave-me-relationship-trauma-and-honestly-if-i-hadnt-dated-him-we-might-have-had-something-but-nope
you're sweet and stupid and dorky and in love with my friend
that same friend who used to ship us
who i love dearly and swore to support forever
yeah
fun times
thanks for that
extra thanks for making me third wheel every day
extra extra thanks for your love of pda
mhm
have fun
i wish i could hate y'all but i honestly cant
so what do i do? vent it out on some random pet site you'll never see lmao

peace out,
your partner