There's this guy in my drama class who I originally had a tiny crush on. He was in my close circle of drama friends. I had asked this other girl in our group if she could ask him who he liked for me. She came back to tell me that he liked me and one other girl. We grew closer, talking all the time. He'd text me good morning and talk to me about everything and anything until we went to bed. My feelings for him quickly grew and one day, I told him I liked him. This was quite some time our mutual friend talked to him about this. All he said was "Cool" and we moved on with our conversation. Literally several days later, he starts talking about this girl he has a crush on in his German class. Now I don't take German so it can't be me! This boy is talking to me about this girl he wants to date after I have expressed my feeling to him. But it's fine. Until he expresses that he really wishes he had a girlfriend. These conversations started happening every night. One time I told him I'd date him and he politely told me, "You're super nice and super cool, but I don't like you like that." I was broken but I knew I had to move on while at the same time, continue to be his friend and talk about it. Eventually, I kinda did, but not entirely. He'd become my best friend. I felt I could tell him anything and he could come to me. But recently, I've kinda been liking him a bit more than usual. Part of me wishes he could find a girlfriend and be happy, but the other part wishes it could be me.