by SayWeCanFly » Tue Apr 25, 2017 11:18 pm
SayWeCanFly wrote:Oh god, its official, I'm horrible with feelings.
So I realized my "crush" isn't really my crush. He's just a guy I feel like is the "Oh my god you're so nice and sweet and you're like my brother and I wanna be close to you my sibling" kind of thing.
So my best friend.
God no, not just best friend, more like biggest crush I've ever had (its a fluctuating feeling, sometimes the crush is extreme, others times its kinda not there)
He said he likes me.
I said that we should take it slow, so that's what were doing.
But you know, we still flirting A LOT
He's calling me baby and hun, and he said that I was beautiful, cute, hot and "sexy" (lol no)
He's also sending me a lot of hearts and stuff and he's being really cute
So my question is,
If we're taking it slow then should I be flirting with him or should I just act like I do with other people?
Alright, I'm actually done with this love stuff.
This guy, this kid right here, tells me he fell in love with me.
Then he doesn't talk to me FOR A WEEK.
Then I hear he's dating this other girl.
I'm actually livid right now, because I DO NOT appreciate my feelings being messed with.
And let me tell you guys something right now.
This is the SECOND TIME that he has done this to me.
The second time.
If he thinks he can get away with breaking my heart once, then freaking out because I like someone else,
THEN making me realize I like him, and finally breaking my heart again, he's wrong.
He can still be my friend, but there is no way I'm EVER going to think of him as more than that, after all of this.
My friend put it in the best way: "He fights so hard for your affection but when he gets it he runs away."
Exactly.
So anyway, here's my advice to anyone who likes a person like this: They. Don't. Deserve. Your. Affection.
Done.
Thanks for reading, loves <3
SayWeCanFly
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