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( ● sex. male ) ( ● rank, deputy ) ( ● tagged. dogface, hunting party. ) ( ● words. 3378 )
- indent. the flames of an uttermost striking gleam of pale blue licked across the crowd, as the tom’s eyes turned away from one cat, to another. swanbreeze, his lips pursed but open and loose at the slightest, sanctioned a single, meaningless sigh to escape from the diaphanous slope of his dark-grey lips, in which fell from his tongue with a gentle huff, just scantily audible to the likely attentive ears of those surrounding him. forbearing, the tom was━although the sun had begun to gain elevation by every single beat of the heart, with it’s scintillating orange rays that brushed the sky into a sun-kissed glow━considering his paws had not yet begun to itch with restiveness. yes, his claws did yearn to feel dew-captured grass . . the soft, damp soil of what lied outside the confinements of fogclan’s walls; this place place, he would soon come to know it as his home, his lands, and he strongly craved to absorb the information that he’d been left unknowing of. even this feeling was masked beneath the veil of his persona━swanbreeze was a well-known doyen to the arts of keeping his sentiments under a strong restraint; whatever it was that he felt was almost always constricted to the walls of his mind, compressed against his skull with no means of an escape. thus, he expressed this through two, persistently and stone-cold fixed eyes, his gaze appearing almost as if he were peering at something afar . . in this case, his two, milky-blue’s were concentrated on something a long ways from the commotion, tension, and rising confusion between the cats of both clans. slowly yet precisely, the ragdoll let his gaze waver back to the crowd, and with this, accompanied a sharp despondent pang, that flickered in the pits of his stomach. now, he struggled to confine this . . sensation━he knew that his eyes had grown oddly cold, glazed over in translucent ice of unmistakable deep distress. dawnclan was in the weakest state it ever had been in the the roots of its history. it was awful . . pitiful━the pelts of the dawnclan company were brittle, and whatever it was that lied beneath lacked enough muscle to even be classified as a full-fledged warrior, with their little-to-no muscle stretched over their enlarged skeletons. dawnclan had never been ones to boast of their strength, and the tom suddenly found himself yearning for the asset━yet he knew that it was not to be of his biggest worries; it is strength that we are at a loss for . . and flaunting such a thing infront of fogclan would likely only stir up trouble, he contemplated, blinking his eyes closed along and trace of brood that could be detected inside.
indent.with that thought dismissed, his mind quickly took an advantage to replace it with a rather pessimistic one━swanbreeze was well-aware of the unease that was painted across the alliance made between the two clans. the air was thick with tension, and fragility hung above their heads like an impending thunderstorm. many leaned in to bend their heads together, whispering amongst themselves. whereas swanbreeze━for once, he looked particularly on edge. with this sudden realization, he quickly seeked comfort, any tactic to calm his own tense shoulders━lifting his front snow-white paw, he compressed it firmly against the base of his chest, before blinking━once, twice, three times, and half-setting it softly down against the pebble-encrusted ground. the large clouds of judgement that had begun to form within the skies of his eyes vanished, replacing nearly instantly with a sense of blankness. calmness washing over his bones, swanbreeze continued to watch what was happening with his usual ice-cold facade. now, he didn't move, didn't even blink . . but just stood there, a silent stone monolith observing with no visible emotion anywhere discernible on his face. it was only a matter of time before his awareness picked up on the irritance radiating from the black and white of dogface’s pelt beside him━not wanting to worsen the matter, he tilted his masked-face to the direction of the molly, taking this into his acknowledgement. as it seemed, she did not dare to waste a single second; as soon as he set his milky-blue’s upon her muscular form, a holler lept off of her tongue, revealing her always roughened voice, "thank you to those of you that have gathered here today. if you would like to come with me, to your left, and swanbreeze━to your right. please give your deputies a moment to discuss the territory, and then we will be on our way promptly." her voice having of drilled into his ear, reverberating like a clap of thunder, or more well-described . . a roar of pure anger ( however as much, over the course of the past few hours, swanbreeze had come to the terms that the anger that the molly tenaciously expressed, was well . . normal ) his ears instinctively, briefly flattened to his head━only just slightly. assessing that perhaps it was time he put his say into the announcement, he parted his jaws. However, they closed immediately, and only the only the plume of his breath billowed out, before it quickly dissipated back into the cool morning air.
indent."swanbreeze,"
indent.the very sound of his name upon the surface dogface’s tongue immediately grabbed his attention, pulling his grey-dipped ears into the direction of the speaker, causing them to twitch involuntarily. while he stood await for an explanation, any reasoning behind his so suddenly called name, his eyes narrowed into rather small slits, the blue of his iris’ widening. subsequent to this, apparently dogface felt as if the need to explain was seen as an unnecessity━before he turned to follow, he watched the back of dogface as she promptly began to pad away, her step strung thickly with a nonchalant attitude, and astray with a sudden obtained confidence. with a sweep of his feather-like tail across the earthy floor, the grey-and-white allowed his paws━which still happened to be cracked, worn, and dry . . all results from the bone-aching journey he and his clan-mated had spent trekking from their catastrophic . . previous home━landing and lifting from the ground with scarcely a sound, his step barely disturbing the dew-laden carpet of grass brushing against his under-paw. only half a tails-length away from dogface, swanbreeze continued to follow in her paw-steps, while he only half paid attention to where he was setting foot; his black nose was raised to the sky, as he inhaled to welcome the kiss of dampness hung in the air, in which was ready to meet the tender earth. he was not aware to the amount of time that had lapsed, as his grey-and-white form trailed after the black and white whom trotted ahead, his tail hung moderately high in the air, as it twitched from left to right, almost as if this action was created to rid himself of the gathering tention that buzzed throughout the fog-coated air. almost skidding on the dampened earth beneath him, swanbreeze came to a sudden halt━dogface had without warning, spun around to face him, dead-straight in the eyes. her voice was a bark and her eyes were as slitted as one’s of a snake, "as for my plan to split the territory, i will guide you to the point that we will separate: a clearing ringed by pines. my party shall take the eastern side of this clearing, and yours the western. once the sun is setting, we shall all meet back up in the clearing and head . ." processing this, swanbreeze took her sudden pause in words to display his confirmation of the proposal, cocking his head in the ways of a slight nod, while matching her gaze only with the barrenness that held in his blue orbs. however so, he could not help but also take this moment to a part of his advantage. Right now, he could watch her, really watch her. so, he did just so━glaring into her depths of orange, he could perceive that her eyes were a bottomless pool of darkness, a swirling, endless pit of fire and orange sunrises, but he could not help trying to find the bottom. this bundle of sorrow that he knew floated somewhere in there . . he wanted, needed to do something to help her; it wasn’t only anger in her eyes, but fierceness, pride, pain . . he knew that she wouldn’t dare to accept any help. that being so, he knew that a confrontation was not an action possible for him to make, as he blinked. closing his eyes, he let his mind wander until they pieced together some thoughts, i know that myself━my thoughts are a strange ocean to her. i can see the wandering in her eyes, her desire to flee conversation written on her well hidden . . face. her thoughts, she guards, never letting an unconsidered word escape her lips. perhaps, she feels that this is a form of self control.. before dogface could take note in his absence of reality, he reopened his eyes, reconnecting them with the molly before him, before letting his thought process continue, yes, in a way it is. but . . rarely giving me a glimpse of where her emotions truly lie . . only causes me to feel more inclined to seek what actually lies within.
indent.thud, thud, thud . . the drum of his heart beat only a few more beats, just before he concluded that his thoughts━they trampled through his brain like a wave with no intention of stopping━had took ahold of his body and pulled him under completely, consuming him . . drowning him within the oceans of his mind, the continuation of dogface’s voice and the impatience that covered the corners of it gave him no other choice but to resurface, to come back to the present. his eyes fluttered open, revealing revealing his icy blue eyes that were framed by the delicate grey mask of his face. he listened, attentively at best, while shifting his eyes to peer over dogface’s shoulder rather than directly into her sun-kissed orbs, "and head back to camp together to split our earnings amongst the clans." furrowing his brows as he absorbed this information, he thought to himself, hmm . . well thought out, i would honestly say, myself. while i am still filled with an uncertainty that claws at my pelt uncomfortably, the guidance of other fogclan cats shall ease my worries. the veil of qualm slid off of his bones as quickly as one could swipe away a feather, as he suddenly remembered this fact; he knew now, that there shouldn’t be a single worry caught in his well-crammed mind. the grey-masked tom parted his jaws, preparing a word to form on his tongue . . but once again, it shut with the interruption of dogface . . only this time, by the collision of fur━the heat from dogface's shoulder crept into his consciousness and suddenly . . he felt the need to disconnect, to brush off his fur and distance himself as soon and as far as possible. touch, touch, her touch. he found his mind rushing back to the shared silence they had experienced together only moments ago━there was so much in the fogclanner's silence, so much that she won't say. he could see by her expressions that there was a lot going on in her head, but he knew that asking was out of the question, as an answer would be what he desired . . he knew that he wouldn't get it. as he returned her stare and he could have sworn that he'd saw something flash beneath the surface of her hardened expression. he hurried to investigate the sudden shift━it was too late, the emotion disappeared before he could identify it. his mind surged, sending tingles throughout his skin━he knew that his eyes were sweeping over her like a cold midwinter breeze, and for a moment, he found himself hoping that she could see her reflection in them, her frame in his frozen irises that he knew, had to of felt like ice and glass . . sharp enough to scar. whatever it was . . whatever this was, it still rocked his mind, leaving it churning in foreign ways━he was not accustomed to this . . this not-knowing, this starving, this insatiable . . feeling. dogface seemed to be like an echo, one with the power to tear down walls, walls that he had built high and deep. in swanbreeze's world━and apparently, dogface's as well . . emotions this strong are considered suspiscious. ah, there are higher priorities to think about than the health of my heart and mind.. feeling conflicted, the fluffy tom shook away his thoughts, along with the feeling that had grown heavy in his gut.
indent.dogface━she moved away quickly, leaving swanbreeze behind without a second thought, so it seemed. swanbreeze, a look of seriousness upon his maw, took a small step forwards, then gradually quicked his pace. he listened to the sound of dogface’s not-so-far-off pitter patter of paws against the ground, and once she was a fox-length or two away, he began to trot. and once he rejoined with the majority of the assembled cats, he blinked slowly, as if allowing the reality of the moment to touch him once more. his ears perked to the sound of dogface’s voice, "dawnclan and fogclan! swanbreeze and i, dogface, have devised a way to evenly share the terrain between the two hunting groups." keeping his gaze on dogface, he seemed to look unimpressed; he could feel that her initial intent was to give him partial credit for the "agreement" they had come to, however so, he found that he wouldn't have taken offence if the she-cat had given herself credit completely━this was her territory, her clan, her . . home. and swanbreeze, being a tom whom held a high respect of superior cats ( dogface, being so, considering that it was he and his clan that sat within the confinements of a home that wasn't their's to claim ) was not about to take charge, or place a single paw where it didn't belong. the molly was definitely making a desperate attempt to make him feel small, yet it was so very decidedly failing. perhaps it would have worked on anyone else, but this was swanbreeze, and even if it did work, there was no possible way that he would show it. that being so, the ragdoll swept his eyes from the dark face of the she-cat, letting his sky blue eyes wander the crowd instead.
indent.he found that this action . . this deliberate endeavor he had constructed from the strong will of his mind. . his intention was only to escape the hallowed gaze of dogface━well, it did not grant him with his wishes. for, he was shocked to find himself itching . . craving to see the sight of her form within his icy-blue eyes once more. he wanted to, yes, but no━he did not dare to give dogface the satisfaction of his returning, lingering glance. he would not break. however so, traces of the she-cat still lingered in swanbreeze's mind. involuntarily, he begun to slowly loose a grip of his surroundings, the sounds and sights in which surrounded him blurring, dimming. behind his eyes, he saw her━soft wisps of ebony that faded into a bright white, which swept past her ears and carassed the skin of her neck, jaw, cheeks. those amber-glass eyes that always seemed to bore into him every single time he looked into them and nearly lost himself. anger, suffering, loneliness, longing, desire━he knew, just knew that her eyes held all of those deep seated emotions, and perhaps many more. one day, he would figure out how to read those emotions that danced like fire, licking at the walls of amber-glass . . . for now, the fire was dwindled down to smoldering ember and even he, whom was a master at picking apart and overanalyzing everything and anything around him, could not tell what emotions were soaring just beyond those walls. swanbreeze's cheeks begun to grow hot, a burning, tingling sensation building up━was he . . beginning to feel infatuated . . with dogface? how could something that seemed so impossible━be possible? with a deep breath, swanbreeze thought to himself quickly,how, my cheeks burn hot . . this place━it overwhelms me with feelings that i have never experienced before. what is this . . sensation? i must . . focus. i must carry out my duties.
indent.he returned his orbs to meet with her's once more . . just for a heartbeat or two, and the way her eyes narrowed when she glared at him reminded him of a snakes slit-like pupils. he refrained from swallowing, as his throat suddenly felt dry. a burning animosity was developing in her amber orbs, and he couldn't help but wonder if he was the root of the problem. the avert of her gaze denoted that she was ready to begin, to set foot . . to get started. her voice broke through swanbreeze's daydream-like state, and he felt himself straighten his posture, "all right! let us waste not one moment more. those of you that are with me, follow my lead!" with that, the she-cat turned tail and promptly exited camp━swanbreeze let his eyes trail after her slowly blurring form, as it slipped away into the deep green of the forest, before swiveling his head into the direction of the cats that had stayed behind. before swiveling his head into the direction of the cats that had stayed behind. turning his head to the sky, briefly, he noted that the sun was still approaching its height in the sky, leaving late morning behind in shadows and warmer air. swanbreeze stretched and then forced a baseless smile upon his maw. it was about time they get going. he cleared his throat, before parting his jaws with a raised voice, "come, yes! my attendees . ." pausing, the dawnclanner found himself at a loss for words. could it be that his uncertainty was causing a lump to form in his throat? usually, his words were well-thought out and constructed. but, he could not seem to piece together anything onto his tongue. he refused to let this show, knowing that if he did not speak soon, others would soon notice his moment of fault. "we shall be on our way, then. warriors, apprentices, and i, swanbreeze━the sun won't rise without us." and with that said, he turned to lead the group out of camp, attempting to make his stride━which had been slightly dull . . lifeless━confident and energetic. he still found his subconscious eating away at his previous loss of words . . but, it was a hunting patrol, so they'd hunt. perhaps the need to explain something like this had irritated him just a bit, as evidenced by the slight twitch of his tail as he headed out.
indent.the simple touch of his paws against the forest floor sent a new sense of electricity coursing through his veins, easing the uncertainty that had settled inside him. it wasn't long before his paws pounding upon the dark, rain-kissed soil of the forest floor slowed, his previous fast pace steadying, as dogface━whom seemed to be calmly settled on the earthy forest floor━and her assembled party came into clear view. silently, he beckoned his group with his tail, a slight flick, to come to a halt. if one thing was for sure, it was that what happened next was a matter of dogface's opinion and no one else's. that being so, he let silence seep into every one of his pores; it was like a poison, slowly stealing away his speech or movement. it lingered in the air, thick and heavy, like a blanket━he offered no more of a greeting but a submissive dip of his head, his eyes falling to his paws, before rising back to meet the fire of dogface's eyes.
indent.speak now, dogface . . my ears are attent on your direction, he thought, before forcing a half-slanted, meaningless smile of mediocre upon his grey-lips.