ೃ⁀➷ 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪

[pearljam]

well, i made it
i'm graduating in a couple of weeks and i got accepted into a course i could've never even dreamed of
moving on sunday
a new chapter, i guess
wonder what life will bring me in this chapter
i'm glad this one is closing
i've learned a lot these last 3-4 months.. i experienced the things i wanted to experience years ago
now i know the things i wanted weren't really up my alley

[pearljam]

i wonder what little me would say right now
hope it goes well and smoothly
i've been living here for the last 8 years
i am so happy to leave

[pearljam]

i always ruin everything
wish i could just escape and hide
life is such a chore

[pearljam]

i graduated today

[pearljam]

whats going to happen?
will we get through this, or are you going to be the one who got away?
i’m sorry

[pearljam]

happy birthday

[pearljam]

the dream has gone but the baby is real

[pearljam]

happy easter,
i've collected all of the easter pets this year

[pearljam]

if you like liquorice jellybeans i don't trust you

[pearljam]

and i guess i just miss her
even though she isn’t really gone
i know i’ll wish i’d appreciated things now like i wish i’d appreciated things back then
but i have so many things i wanted
a social group
even if they aren’t necessarily my own
i think i’m slipping again
i don’t want to talk to anyone right now
but 16 year old me would be so happy if she knew what my life looked like now
i think i’m too hard on myself
but i think i need to look after myself too
and sometimes, maybe that does mean staying home when i don’t feel like going out
i know FOMO is so real and i understand why
i don’t want to let anyone down
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i