littol stories and such

[LittleMaple]

Yeah idk just start calling me
I won't answer but at least you'll hear my voice
When my stupid voice-mail plays
And I don't know if I'll listen to the message that you leave at the tone
But I won't call you back
And i won't block your number
Cuz I want to hear what you have to say
But im so tired of when you try to explain yourself
And it comes out sounding like it's all my fault

(I missed writing song lyrics like this. It's got a beat but I'm unsure of what it is. Maybe I should get garage band and go crazy)

[LittleMaple]

Yeah I'm gonna crash my car
I'm gonna drive off the road
Because I might wind up in hell
But at least I'll be away from you

(I have an idea of what to draw to this but I can't. Draw cars. It would be the inside but ... idk)

[LittleMaple]

What did you mean when you cried into my arms?
Was there a meaning hidden in the pleading, in the sobbing?
Or am I just a liar hiding from the truth
That you were just sad and I was the closest shoulder
And when you looked back at me as you walked out the door
Were you trying to tell me you didn't want to go?
Or am I just a fool
Searching for meaning in anything
While you keep coming back in
Getting my hopes up

(more song writing. I want to actually write songs. HELP!!!! anyways finished a commission finally. Went back and watermarked them because I remembered that the internet is an unfair place. Maple moment)

[LittleMaple]

Yeah wanna be beautiful like you
Wanna look the way you do
I want her to look at me the way she does you
Or do I just want you?

(This would be cool to use 4 battle cat stuff. Thonking)

[LittleMaple]

What happens when my body isn't mine anymore?
What happens when all perspectives shift
At the end of the world
Who will I be?

(Watching Nimona finally and man. I want to cry. Scoot pilgrim takes off is next bc my soulfriend recommended it. Also I want to watch spiderverse. H I giguufhfhdh HELP ME WITH MY AJTISM)

I'm sorry that I can't tell you how much it hurts
I'm just so scared that you'll learn how broken I am
And that you'll be too tired to fix me
I'm so sorry thst I cant be truthful
I'm just so scared thst I'll hurt you
By letting you in
I cant be honest
Because everytime before
They've left
I can't lose you too
I just want to be weak in your arms
But not if those arms will hurt me
I trust you
But those marks haven't healed
Will you still hold me all the same?

(Still Nimona-ing. Projecting this time. Projecting hard. Literally might cry. Screw this and screw you too/emotional)

[LittleMaple]

What does it mean to be real if no one knows you? Can you really exist if you aren't perceived? Perception is reality and i chose to not perceive you. Therefore you don't exist in my perception of the world. Your existence is unsure to me and I refuse to believe that you are alive.

[LittleMaple]

Yeah baby I can't tell you who you are
You gotta figure thst mess out yourself
But hey if you like it in my arms
I won't kick you out
I'll give you my spare keys
I'll let you share my food
I might even share my bed
If it helps you realize who you are
And if you leave me alone
Then that's okay
Cuz at least you're happy
And thats all I want for you babe

[LittleMaple]

You love me like I'm beautiful
Even when I'm a disaster
And I promise to do the same for you
You're something else entirely and I mean that in the best way
Magical. I love you.

[LittleMaple]

i'll always honor your body
and look at you with stars in my eyes
your mind is something beautiful
and i'm honored that you've trusted me with your heart

// sappy maple moments (part 3) im just like. man. im so blessed. thank the stars!! they really granted all of my wishes in more ways than i could've ever imagined. i'm so :333ccc >w<!!!

[LittleMaple]

I love you like a feral animal (AAAAA)
I love you like a dog (barking)
I need you like the air I breathe (oh no)
I need you like my meds (I'm pathetic)
I'm desperate for you like a loser (laughing)
I'm desperate for you like a fool (awww)
I've just got to have you
I've just got to have-
All these things running through my head
But nothing matters like you
I've got a million problems
But you make them all disappear
I like you I like you I like you

// maple song writing again don't @ me also don't do drugs :( (I'm going to cry if this gets taken down/srs)

I changed something but idk I might take this down/change it again

I did change it but idk I really feel like it wasn't bad but I'm really scared of the mods :(