* fun adventures with blissie

[blissie]

Journaling.

Bad memory.

EDIT 2: who am i kidding my word document journals didn't last more than 3 days

Edit 3: this is kind of just random writing and stuff that I think of i promise there will be regular writing that is un-ranty don't lock this thank u love u muah~

EDIT 4: journals count as creative writing right???

[blissie]

25 is my new lucky number
Ahaha
5 5s = 25
Ahaha

5 ap tests coming up

2 in a week

3 in two weeks

Good bye

I have 7 next year
Ahahaha

Good bye

At least I’m taking my sats in the summer
Which means I don’t need to take my sats with my 7 ap tests next year
Aha
Amazing

I’m complaining as if I didn’t choose to do 7 ap classes next year myself

If you have ap tests coming up too
Amen ( I’m not even religious )
And if you were those brave administration 1 kiddos
Respect
100% respect

Next year ima handle it so well
I’m gonna start my study plan
As soon as classes start

Dang
Great thanks to my chemistry teacher for not coming to class today
And giving me time to take a bath and rethink life aha

With my APUSH barrons prep book in front of me

Aha

edit: was reminded that lighters could be connected to arson i was talking about candles

Aish

[blissie]

help im in calc and

i'm so [self censor] glad that i pushed my physics exam to administration 3

because the test is not 3 hours

its like more of 3.5

so if i did physics admin 2 with my calc exam
i would be sitting 7 hours straight testing

which wouldnt really work out well because like
if i eat too full in the morning in order to not starve in the afternoon i would be too tired to test
but if i don't eat too full i would be too hunger to test

ah~ my iq 505

[blissie]

I want to laugh more than to cry

Girl Laughs As Her Exams Nears: Optimistic Or Driven Crazy?

who knows

Aish

I am inspired to write a haiku right now
also to make sure this doesn't get locked

Collegeboard is mean
I brought this to myself why
I go get the 5s

[blissie]

someone's taking 8 aps this year???!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!!!


What?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?1

take my knees
take my everything

respect

100% respect

teach me the mean value theorem

I got another haiku

you're a learning god
I am not a learning god
I hail learning god

[blissie]

called me a hero

for taking so many exams

sir

my blood is sucked dry

drier than my personality

i have my makeup exam on monday

and my calc exam on wednesday

sir

you made the essay due on tuesday

RIP my sanity

amen
(does amen work if you're not religious)

[blissie]

I've been having fun with those noise canceling earbuds

I didn't get the point but

I hate it when it's awkward and

I realized

that

whenever people are having a conversation in front of me and it is going awkward

or when my parents are havin a lil yk argument

or when my good ol' dad decides to lecture (for whatever reason)

I can just

casually

turn on the noise cancellation

and im saved ?!

I get to be completely safe and listen to my audio dramas?!

without the argument/awkward air/dad lecture noises ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[blissie]

we had 羊肉串

if you don't know what that is, it's basically lamb kebab (??? is that the english for it)

and good ol' dad also prepared some wings to also cook alongside it (yk like putting them on a stick like a chicken wing kebab(????????))

for lamb kebab, traditionally there is a different grill for it

it's more of a little metal box (?) with legs that you put charcoal into

anyways

so we had some honestly really good lamb kebab (?????? it sounds so wrong when englishfied I don't think this is the word)

BUT

when my dad took the wings off the kebab grill, they were basically burnt on the outside, but the inside were still bloody

We then realized that oh, the kebab grill didn't have the best conditions to cook the wings, because it did not have enough power and also because the wings are too thick, and it is too close to the fire on the kebab grill

so we cooked the rest of the wings on the gas grill that we had bought from menards like 5 years ago during sale season

(and we also put the bloody wings on there too and It fixed them too)

and they turned out great, spectacular, amazing

I chewed at my wings, and then realized something that the kebabs taught me...

they were not just kebabs and wings

they are you and I

see

you may think that you SUCK where you are right now, and you may feel super terrible and you really think that you are not good or worthy or relevant or whatever things y'all like to put on your mental healths these days

but

see

you may just be a chicken wing on a kebab grill

the grill is not made for you!!!!! it's made for kebabs!!!!!! you are meant for somewhere else!!!!!!!!!

a kebab grill is good for kebabs, but not for chicken wings

just because the chicken wing sucks on a kebab grill, doesnt mean that the chicken wing is invalid or like bad or that we should throw away the kebab grill

it is not YOU or ME that is not good, or the grill that is the problem

you can shine just as bright like anyone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you will find your own gas grill from menards where you can become a good, tasty chicken wing!!!!!!!! DONT GIVE UP!!!!!!!!

DONT COMPARE YOURSELF TO KEBABS IF YOU ARE NOT A KEBAB!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE KEBABS TASTE GOOD FROM KEBAB GRILLS AND YOU DON'T IT DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU ARE NOT GOOD, YOU ARE A CHICKEN WING!!!!!! YOU ARE GOOD AS A CHICKEN WING!!!!!!!!!!

[blissie]

I have like 5 more emails to write and 3 people to respond to and I just spent 20 minutes writing a kebab eating reflection

[size=50]I want to go sleep
I have to write a haiku
I am so tired [/size]

[blissie]

If you are to be so benighted to evaluate something solely based upon your abstruseness, your intelligence would truthfully astonish me, being upon a level of self-conceited imbecility that is much beyond what my words can convey.

To have the ludicrous confidence to declare such vacuity out to the world as a badge of pride truly brings the question of how such a creature like you passed the heedful screening of evolution.