─ rain ─

[Tanjiro]

DNP please :')
Just a place for me to write yay! It's just a bunch of rambling, I can't write poetry Q-Q

[Tanjiro]

I'm still whole,
even without you

[Tanjiro]

I can't control the weather,
these dark clouds loom over me.
I want to be okay, I want these clouds gone.
But I know that it will be over soon.
I can only wait it out.

[Tanjiro]

I swear I will be better.
Sometimes I wonder if it is temptation,
or if I really do deserve better.

[Tanjiro]

I'm a little less lonely without you.

[Tanjiro]

You do not caress me with gentle fingers.
But rather impatiently.
Perhaps I am your heavy burden.

[Tanjiro]

She was eager to meet me.
When fate eventually blessed us to introduce ourselves, she clung to me, like a child reunited.
There’s this sense of familiarity I cannot explain.
Despite just meeting, she is someone who knows me very well, & she is someone I know very well.
I felt a rush of love.
It was nothing romantic or exciting, but rather calm & warm.
She is someone I have loved for a long time.
If someone suggested that she was a past life love, I would believe it.
Perhaps the hopeless dreamer within me is delusional,
but if it were true, I am glad I got to see her again.

[Tanjiro]

you’ve plagued my mind with the thought of you.

[Tanjiro]

I hate to admit it,
but I always come back to check up on everyone,
even if they have forgotten about me.
A part of me wishes I didn't care either,
but my stubbornness holds.
I say I have moved on,
but a part of me still wishes to hear that they've been doing well.

[Tanjiro]

To my friend I have drifted away from throughout the years:
I may seem distant these days,
but I promise I’m always here, watching from afar, making sure you're okay.
I will never tell you this, but I like to check up on you.
You only come to me when you need me, but I am okay with that, that's what I'm here for.
It makes me quite happy to see you find your confidence.
I have noticed that you smile in pictures now.
A real smile, beaming with radiance & happiness.
I see you’re happier, & seeing that makes me happy too.