orange.

[leeheeseung]

enjoy
i am trying my best
to live in the moment.

hello moment, its nice
to meet you.

[leeheeseung]

work
i am tired
i am hungry
i am sleepy

i want to nap

[leeheeseung]

no soma
wow the love i have for this anime
i love food sm
wow

and also this anime i love

[leeheeseung]

fourth plate
the ending of the third plate got me
shaking in my boots

i demand another plate
where is it

[leeheeseung]

fourth pLATE!!
apparently the next episode should be airing tomorrow
or today.

who knows im shook
///

i will rate this date out of 10.
it was a 4 out of ten

tomorrow is a new day

[leeheeseung]

it was during when i was
measuring rice into the cup
that i realised that i was not in love with you,
but rather a tolerance.
because i thought tolerating that,
would make me feel secure.
because i knew you loved me
more than i loved you
and i was okay with that
until i started to fall in love with you
that you began to let go
and now we're strangers
again.

and just like that
the cycle
continues

[leeheeseung]

time files when you're having fun
or we're just growing up.


most of my treasured friends-
no longer log onto this site.

its become a memory that
they no longer remmeber-

and thats okay- because thats life.
i pray they're all healthier and living their best
lives.

[leeheeseung]

and just like a rose-
that bloomed in its prime time,
in the spring, where all the bees
buzzed around, and the scent
was much more prevalent-
the love that devoured infinity
could not be unseen by the
birds or the sky.

through harsh sighing of the wind
and the endless tears of the night sky,
the rose continued to grow-

but just like the seasons-
you changed.

spring became to winter-
and slowly, the rose became
to wither.

[leeheeseung]

i no longer wake up with memories
of your eyes in the depths of my mind.
no longer do i have to feel your words
haunt my shadows, my dreams & my mind.

no longer does my eyes stain from the wetness
of sadness-
to have them strain from sleepless nights
and dreaming days.

because of our past and the precious
moments we both shared dearly, i'll
never be content with my entire being.

i am a student once again-
to learn parts of me i never had
the pleasure of meeting.
to re-discover sections of me
i have long forgotten.
the intimate lessons of
my entire being-
to love myself again.

but i never got to thank you-
or i did.
but this would be the last time
i would be thanking you oh so dearly,
oh so romantically-

so thank you friend, because
if it weren't for you- there will be
no me.

- y

[leeheeseung]

i can finally say that my life truely begins now.