noise, rarities, demos, sincerely yours, and the unfinished

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gorillaz just started blasting at my local walmart and each cashier knew each lyric end me

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i havent posted on here in a while so why not make it relevant to my current mood

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man my teachers really out here bein awful huh
they dont expect us to be perfect , yea i get that , but what they DO expect out of us is perfection for some
like some kids will never get to that level n i never know what to do about that , especially since none of them can do their job correctly and have the students remind them to grade our work
not to mention they're all half - staffed and the principal's niece is my aRcH eNeMy
cant wait for school tomorrow where i will never be able to reach my intentions on a successful career at a young age ! ! ! ! c :

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things on my desk

glass pineapple light
• given to me by my cousin
essential oils w / herbal scents , usually lemongrass , eucalyptus , lavender , or a mix of a few others
• for sleeping / anxiety also bc my room lowkey smells like dog lol
one ( 1 ) yellow prismacolor marker that i love
• got on my way to see hamilton in chicago , very neato
some aviator cards to practice tricks n such
• three and a quarter or so decks , boy do i love bein MA G IC
ray bans carrier
• New Glasses , New Me
exactly these pins and buttons
• buttons : patrick face , balloon pusheen , " see you all in hell "
• pins : moon with constellations , robot , golden mountain decals , doodlebob ! ! , ice skating ribbon - pin , camera decal , jar that says " good vibes " , gold & red saturn , toast with butter , smiley astronaut , pink and blue mars
a mason jar with some wire fairylights in it
• bought via wish
black bucket of mechanical pencils and my water markers
• since i dont have proper organization i just . Take Anything and doodle w / what i have
shrignold ! ! ! !
• good molding wax son made by my best friend
a full set of arteza pens
• bought from hobby lobby i think lmao forgot
polaroids of me & some friends at a few events
• queen tribute concert , birthday parties , lake party , SUMMER CAAAAMP , school on some occasions , in new orleans , cedar point , fair
a half set of japanese watercolor based brush pens
full prismacolor pencil set from 6 years ago , christmas , half are missing but idrc
5 green kazoos
• who doesn't have five green kazoos huh
my mini harmonica
• says ' nugget ' on the top
a polished medium - sizef petoskey stone
• got from my uncle
four pennies , four nickels , and one quarter
• bc i dont have a proper purse
two sheets of free stickers i've never used
• got with custom hair product
norwegian notecards
• i Really Suck n need to learn
japanese terms for class
• karate / taikwondo / jujitsu mix
a color changing diffuser
• for the scented oils
a half - eaten pack of watermelon gum
• so i stop biting my nails
my great grandpa's pocketwatch
• got when he was homeless in tennessee , passed it down along the family , but he's still alive ayy
some makeup my cousin bought me
• not cheap but also not expensive at all
one Vintage ( tm ) wire lamp with sm cool coppery bars n this cool old - timey bulb
• won it at a lake auction community event