by cocoa » Sat Sep 23, 2017 10:34 am
inspiration struck so -shrugs- im riding it out
username: colour54
name: Faolan
gender: male
who, where, why?
who they are
I am, under no uncertainty, more than you think I am.
But I suppose it could depend on how you look at it, because, it could also be very well a lie.
And, but -- again, yes -- this isn't about you. This what I believe who I am, and so I will tell you just that.
My name is Faolan, and I'm a kalon, like anyone on these streets. Yet, I tend to grasp the eyes of others in ways I never quite realize. If it wasn't for the vibrant red splattering my coat and my eye-catching shine, which, the color of has always reminded me of soft sweets, a cross between jolly-rancher watermelon and cherry, I might be able to go on easier. But people look, and they pause - is that blood...?
Alas, they are fools: they don't know what blood looks like. At the first cut blood is vibrant red, but still darker than mines: and then it darkens, and crusts to brown. I know that well - better than many else, in fact. Many get afraid when I mention that, though... I fear I do not understand why. I only work at the local butcher's.
Yes -- the butchers, you exclaim? Do your eyes hold suspicion? I fear, my friend, your suspicion is misdirected. I'll give you some gossip -- you know that man who runs it? He hired me... alas, three years ago, now, a fortnight from which I had turned seventeen. November, cold months good for keeping meat, and busy for people in search of fine cuts for their Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners.
He grabbed me off the streets, with his glove-laden hands, and said, "Kalon, oh, oh, do you have a job? I would like to hire you very much..."
I hate that man, but I took the job because he offered good money, and free training. "The perfect way to cut meat," the man said, gleaming whites of his teeth on display. I learned, and by some days, my black paws were not so dark anymore. He gives many glances, as if checking to see that I am not gone; other days, he lets me handle the shop alone. I let him; besides being strange and hated, it is dealable. What kind of job has one where you don't hate your boss?
Oh? Rest assured, I'm not derailing from the question. What better way to show you who I am than this story...? Shh, just listen. I like to tell my stories, you see. I'll like your expression.... Hopefully I didn't unnerve you, friend.
Anyhow -- there was a day, the butcher owner was gone longer than usual. I wondered, and finally dared the ask the next time he had come back: circles under his eyes, and new meat to bring in. "Hunting, especially good cuts this time," he said. Too normal for that man, but then, he grasped my shoulders tightly and said: "Do you want to come with me?" He smiled, as if he knew something of me that I had shared with him. As if we were year old friends.
We aren't, so I went with him. Cautious, too curious for my own good, and set in my ways. Not a good combination. (I don't care though.)
My boss took us out of town, into the more rural areas. He took us to an old junkyard, with a lot full of cars, none too flashy -- nearly blending into the surroundings. He said something like, "Just your place, huh kid?"
I smiled, instinctively, at the man: a smile reserved for people who were so wrong they were dumb. I thought something like, ah,
this has happened before. Because so often people mistook me for someone I wasn't: me, oblivious of their suspicious thoughts, until it shone in their eyes.
I followed the man, because I was too curious for my own good.
It was not a dog-fighting ring; it was not a high-profile gang meeting; it was not a cannibal tribe; it was not a secret service meeting. No, the man -- my boss -- was a simpleton in the criminal world, the lowest rung, hoping on some fervent dream that working a stall at a black market will make him any greater. My boss sold exotic meats and pelts, specially cut by him. He worked long and struck hard bargains. He got into fights over it, defending the petty cut he gets from his boss, and his very job. It was not a nice job: he was hit, pitied for the man he was to come into crime, desperate for money, and bags building under his eyes. He was a hopeful fool, who thought he could gain something -- status? money? -- by bringing a pretty stranger who looks like a crime boss.
I am not a crime boss. I will never be one. The men at that black market eyed me, twisted their mouths into scowls at the sight of me with the old man. Naturally, one threatened me when I stared too long, curious. That one perhaps knew the truth of what I was.
I gave him the smile when I think someone's dumb, because guess what?
I'm the self-acclaimed best actor you've ever met, and I'm a crime boss.
where they are
I was born in Romania, one of the most superstitious countries in the world - you can barely take a step without someone saying swearing you'll be dead by Christmas. Naturally, my birth had people swearing I'd be a crime boss by fifteen. Or be the next Dracula. But the first came first: and, if you know me, I tend to be set in my ways -- maybe too gullible -- and took that superstition as the truth and grew up believing that's just what I'm going to be.
My parents were rich, and we lived in a nice house, with cobblestone walls. My parents had me well-educated and made sure my media access was limited, so I could speak proper. Quietly, I think, our home was like Dracula's, but not yellow: that probably contributed to everything. The city is built close together, full of busy cars and busy people. In all of the bustle, there are corners tucked away; corners that I, curious and set at my destiny, made some new friends in alleyways.
The butcher shop was a place a few miles from my family home, a convenient place to work and strangely calming, with the bustle of tourists and holiday-goers and locals coming and going. They knew this butcher was the best in town; I smiled the kind of smile I give everyday to my men, and take their orders, and cut the meat.
My mafia's headquarters was in a out-of-the-way apartment building, no cameras, and sharp and sleek, but not flaunting too much money. Save that for the guns, and the guest rooms. I quite like it, ever since I was introduced.
But -- I suppose where I really am is still stuck in worn and familiar corridors of my childhood home, still locked into the same motion of this is what I'm going to be. That is, until...
why..?
Some mafias believe that the only leader should be a descendant of the former; it is a family-led business. But in Romania*, it was not just the family that led: but the people in the world that were born and simply meant to lead. That meant me and my coat and upbringing, and they took my destiny and made it real.
Nobody of my life knew who I was, and the superstitions I took to heart from the moment I was able to understand. Nor did the butcher; I think he wanted to help me achieve my destiny, and he would have helped me had he come years earlier. But my destiny is already set, my friend. Or I suppose I thought I did.
I always thought: This is what I'll be. It's in my fur, it's in my eyes, it's in my paws, it's in the legends and the stories and in the words of those around me. Yet, some desperate man searching for something I don't think even he knew what it was, came to me and asked me to do a simple job. It wasn't what everyone had always said I was going to be: I was too pristine for it. So, it wasn't something I thought I would do either.
But I did it anyway, because I thought the man was strange, and I was curious. I wanted to learn and see what it was, what the possibility of another life was, the door wide open in front of me. At first, I think I was acting -- and until the very end, I still was, but I should know that someone like me would never be truly set in their ways, as opportunity always exists. In an odd way, I too wanted to help the poor owner of butcher's. At that black market -- one I didn't know of, mind you. It was apparently small, for mutts and fiercely loyal men outside of my mafia. I offered the butcher solace, and the market mercy.
I hated the man, but I was not cruel, nor did I punish what the desperate man had inadvertently gifted me: freedom... ah, I've gone on too long, haven't I? Now, now, you've heard enough.
Ah, don't ask why, my friend. You'll just never be able to speak of this again, am I clear? If not... well, we have some plans for you.
optional extra:
None. If the writing in the prompt is too much, apply it to that. If I went over some word limit I skipped, kick me.