TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Hawk WillowWatcher]

School stands for:

Six
Cruel
Hours
Of
Our
Lives

[OKULTRA]

i have a research project due tomorrow, which i need to finish the slides and write notes for,
i have two assignments from this class too on top of that,
i have a mountain of laundry to do, its only getting worse, and i cant find the time to do it, and im running out of clothes,
i desperately need a shower but i can't find the time,
my room is at least two months in of being a major wreck,
my boyfriend seems indifferent to me,
my grandparents are pressuring me to go to college this year instead of the gap year i was planning this ENTIRE YEAR,
i need to get a job, but to do that,
i need to start driving, but i have no car,
i don't know what i want to do in college,
i don't know if i can afford college,
i'm scared to graduate and lose touch with my boyfriend and friends and lose my place of [vague] belonging,
i have more assignments for math i haven't even considered touching and they're just piling up too,
i need to see my therapist tomorrow but i feel guilt every time because our class-period-long sessions cost $130,
i have, legitimately, one friend left,
my body feels itchy and gross and i feel alien and hideous and i'm painfully aware of how much my depression makes me unsightly,
and now i'm at risk of homelessness. again. homelessness means i have to flee everything i know and love. again. for the seventh time in my life. and i dont know what more loss this will entail much less how much more i can take.
i don't want to keep powering through. i'm tired. i don't have time to be tired anymore
ever since i broke up with my ex i've felt myself ebbing away. my sense of self is weaker than ever. i don't know who i am or what i'm supposed to be like. my interests, my passions are all waning.
i don't know what i need, much less what i want


edit: also my [really expensive] mouse has a problem with double clicking like 95% of the time. ive tried all the home remedies i can but i cant afford nor have the time to get it fixed and its making doing my project Really Hard

[mewcie]

had to leave the reunion early so they wouldnt see me cry. i left my paper in my seat to talk to my mom and when i go back someone is using it as a table... i didnt want to bother them so i left and when i come back shes sitting all over my stuff. I ask for it back and everyone starts laughing at me and she spilled stuff all over it. of course. of course of course of course. none of my friends showed up and my elementary bully had to take my seat.

sitting in an empty car bawling my eyes out is not how i expected today to go

[Saiun]

My mom is getting emergency surgery for her back. I'm a bit scared. I hope everything will be okay.

[qtip]

how do i rip off my skin and change my identity? i dont want anyone to know i exist, not even my parents or close friends i wanna go missing

[amaoretto]

nervous ~
i need to get a new job, ive been at my current one for like 4 years and that's too long there...
ugh but how am i supposed to leave the people ive spent the last 4 years with ???? hhhh

im so comfortable there. but change is uncomfortable and needed.
im so hgftcyfgvfhgh

// have to remember that management is not very good and they are using us,,

[♥ mizu]

i know i've been acting like a snob and treating her poorly. i've changed (for the worse). but i'm sick of her. i don't hate her, i think "bothered" is how she makes me feel. i know the teachers have noticed a change in my behavior and they probably don't like it. i think they think i'm being a jerk. but i'm just annoyed by how she treats myself and my other friends. other people feel the same. i've tried talking to her about it but she won't do it in person and if i text her she just goes "idk". you classless buffoon istg you are embarrassing yourself

[vist]

so dumb but after three years of owning chickens i’m finally dealing with a predator,.. < / 3

[.destiny]

always fun to realize that a friend has no interest in talking to you anymore and seeing their typing mannerisms change. idk why i bother talking

[slashstreet]

my boyfriend randomly disappeared mid conversation a few minutes ago,, i just hope he's ok lol