- due to a hectic day of college and visiting my nan in hospital and a busy evening, i will post what i can now. later on i will edit this post if no one posts after me. regularly check if you are awaiting a response! ♡
stormi wrote:
I thought when I was an adult everything would make sense and I would have structure and be able to put my life together but it's not true. None of it is true. I'm most lost than ever, I'm depressed, I don't know where my life is headed. I find myself wanting to give up more than I ever did. I feel like I'm running out of time. I feel like I wasted my childhood and my teen years worrying so much. I don't know anymore.
- it's okay nothing is making sense. people go through life either knowing what they want out of it or not. life is a mystery and i can bet the majority of your people had planned their life to go one way, and it turns out the opposite, and that is okay! and life isn't wasted through worrying because it shapes you to be who youare today, and you are not running out of time. a lot of people don't even truly get what they want out of life until they are well in or above their 50's and that is okay and normal. don't stress, life will sort its path out for you and it will all fall into place. good luck ♡
phanci wrote:i love it when u have a crush on ur friend n u dont know if the feelings mutual so u overthink everything they say and do n feel like a freak bc u like them so much n they might not even know and u worry ur making it way too obvious
hell
they're also coming over next monday to work on a group project we're doing
itll be the first time we spend any time together outside of school
i swear to god im gonna mess something up or be awkward
i like her lots
fffff
- omg if it's too obvious it is FIIINE. honestly my dude someones got to make the first move eventually, and they are obvious moves. if it's awkward it's fine, just focus on the project and then throughout it just ask little questions to get to know them like "hey, what do you think about ____" and i really hope things work out for you !! good luck ♡
edgy cat of DOOM wrote:oh look my first post of many on the new thread
!warning! childish roblox issues ahead!
yesterday I found a new game on roblox and I really like it
it's by the same people who made I game I'm not allowed to play anymore so of course I was anxious
it was really fun
I couldn't and still can't get enough of it
but a song came on in-game that sounded like it said a bad word multiple times
I'm not even sure if it said that or if the developers know
but I can't tell them or anything because I'm not allowed to chat or send messages or anything on roblox
I just feel so upset again because I already had to stop playing that other game that I'd played practically since I started roblox
and explode1, aka the person I've looked up to for so long, the one who got me into actually drawing robloxians and stuff, inspired me to try and make adventure games etc is still missing and I don't know what happened
his twitter link and everything are still gone
it's been like that for around a month and I get really worried every time I look at his profile or play one of his games
I really don't want my favorite game developer to be gone forever
I'm not supposed to look at twitter posts so I can't see if there's a post about what's going on
end of roblox talk
I start getting really upset if nobody talks to me for over half an hour
and that's a huge problem cause nobody is gonna talk to me unless I talk back which I'm really bad at
I feel really worried that I'm not gonna win stuff that had actual tears put into
it's really stupid
I need a hug
- hmm i'm a bit confused with the whole roblox thing ?? i'm sure your fav is fine! he may just be taking a hiatus which many people do.
as for getting upset, that's okay. it's hard if you feel like people don't talk but try and distract yourself, e.g. if you're on about cs go on the forum games where there's a lot of friendly people that are always up for a chat, even if it's outside pms (i'm usually over there !). plus it's fun :b. as for not winning stuff, agh, i know how you feel but it's okay so don't stop putting effort in! you're doing so well. stay strong ♡
perse wrote:i miss my boyfriend
he's all the way in britain
- hello from britain !! is it a long distance relationship or is he just visiting? either way, ask him to send you post cards and if he lives there, send him things from home! it's cute and it's like having a pen pal. i can't help much with missing people because i went away over christmas break and i was in tears every night because i couldn't see my boyfriend. my friend, britneyrox,
is in a long distance relationship and she's super nice to talk to if you want to talk to her about ldr's! good luck ♡
DukeTheDepressed wrote:There was a point in my life where I was so happy. I got good grades, I had a good relationship with my family, I was social, I wasn't afraid. I was extroverted and never cared about what people thought of me. I had loving friends and supportive teachers. But somehow, I ruined it. What the hell happened. I just want my life back, I want control again. I want to make changes, but I always get in my own way. I'm finding it harder and harder to breathe everyday, and am waiting for the point where I just give up and let everything go. I want to feel safe in my own skin again, fearless, and I just want to be okay. But something makes me think that will never happen. I'm helpless, there's nothing I can do. I can change my friends, I can try harder, I can do better, but it will never be good enough. I'm living up to no one's expectations except my own, and somehow, those expectations are always an inch away, but I can never reach them. Everytime I try, I mess up. Everytime I want to be okay, I'm the only one telling myself that I won't.
I can do everything in my power to do better, but it will never be good enough. And I've learned to accept that, because something tells me I can't exactly run from my own mind.
- i know what you mean in terms of your own expectations. it's hard, but you'll have to lower them! there will always be someone or something better and that is okay because no one is perfect. do not push yourself to the point you are hurting your own mental health. praise yourself for everything you do and you will gain confidence in it. expect the worst so you can be happy with the outcome if it's better. good luck ♡
b u n n y h o p wrote:I'm so...frustrated right now.
You've been here for 3 months and I know you're on vacation but...really?
I go to class, I have a lot of homework to do and I'm the sole person doing any sort of cleaning at the moment...and you're getting angry at me for not getting you food? I love you so much but you make me so frustrated. You've done nothing. You played games all day today. I've been stressing through homework, I did the dishes and cleaned up today. You did nothing. So I guess it makes sense I have to get you your food so you can continue laying in bed.
Ugh.
- oh we all know someone like this. my guy my best advise is to protest. seriously. protest nicely :> "hey, i'm kinda busy, do you think you can get your own food?" and then if they say fine say "oh, and please wash the dish afterwards! i'm really caught up with school and stress". boom. if that doesn't work, well just don't do anything. seriously, they need to learn independence. they can't live off of someone forever. i hope it works out for you !! good luck ♡
Harlow. wrote:haha all your rats died.. All I hear all dang day. I hate siblings.
- well they're just rude and ignorant. seriously tell someone in 'higher power' (sorry to involve capitalism but idk how else to explain it) to make them stop ?? there isn't one person that doesn't care about you, surely that one person can tell them to stop and they will listen. mourn over your rattos, they lived a happy life with you :> good luck ♡
waterfront wrote:i jst felt like crying all day
i'm needy & i hate this?
sttoppp
why am i getting so anxious
this isnt like me i feel annoying & awful rn
can i just stop worrying please
like
everything is going to be ok
but my brain says otherwise
shut up
i'll be fine
let me believe that please
let me go one day w/o being so damn anxious
i feel lonely & stuck
i feel like im making people hate me
theyre not but i just
just feel like that you know
& i hate the tightness in my throat & my stupid thoughts
god
sorry
illbeokayillbeokayillbeokay i promise
im not usually like this
let me be myself again
- oh you do sound like you're struggling boo :<<< but you're right! you will be okay!! it will take a long time i know and don't give up because there definitely are bumpy paths and roads and dark days but ahhh it's so worth it !! and even when you feel recovered there is a bad day that makes you want to crawl back in bed and cry all day and that is okay !!!!! cry if you need to, it is your bodies way of expressing yourself. it's not a crime and you're not a robot, and you will be okay. good luck ♡
stormi wrote:
i'm struggling a lot with myself and sometimes i wish i had an unbiased person to talk to.
- i am very very unbiased if you ever need a rant x
