TheComfortCorner | V.8

[basil!]

I wish I was an introvert .-.

[MichelleP224]

Why can't I just be happy?
My unhappiness makes people in my family mad at me.
"What's wrong? What's the matter with you? Why are you acting this way? Why are you taking everything out on us? Please, just talk!"
I DON'T KNOW OKAY!?

I put on a freaking smiley face every day. I wake up in the morning telling myself it's going to be a great day, and that I'm happy. I remind myself how blessed I am, and that God loves me.
Yet, I'm laying in my bed, ugly crying, angry at myself because I'm horrible. That I mess up everything. I say something wrong. I set something down too hard. I looked at someone wrong. I snap at everyone.
Seriously, I don't know how to be patient anymore. I don't know how to talk to anyone anymore. I'm always wrong. My focus is gone. My memory is horrible. My confidence is gone. My motivation is gone.
And the thing I hate the most out of anything in this entire world... I hate feeling like my loved ones are mad at me. It's heartbreaking. This is tearing me apart. And my closest friend is my Mom. And I just don't know how to talk to her. I feel so lost... ,-_-,

[cornspurrd.]

I really need a hug.
And maybe somebody to talk to.

[jengatower]

a friend at school is mad at me because i said something about her past relationship. some other friends and i were talking about them and i said that they're relationship seemed forced because her ex didn't handle it well (they were set up). someone told her and now for the past month she's been nasty to me. i tried talking to her twice but nothing works. she thinks i don't care but i'm the one who's taking my time to approach her about it. i'm not the one who's acting like a victim about it.
pretty sure this is all about i having a crush on her ex for 6 months.

last time we talked i told her that she needed to realize that i'm not trying to hurt her. she got offended and said "it doesn't matter". she really contradicts herself.

she's the leader of the improv team and i can't see her messages in the group chat because she blocked me so suddenly. it's causing me a lot of stress. all the stuff i did to support her, now down the drain all because i said something about her ex.

[basil!]

idk what I'm doing on here,
but remember that things will always get better!

[cornspurrd.]

Salvadors dying.
You have no idea how much this rat means to me.

[the.paper.rabbit]

I feel so sick and I can't sleep and I keep feeling panicky and idk why -_-

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

Everything is wrong, I feel like I'm in the wrong place in life..like I'm supposed to be on a different path. It's effecting me so bad I've got nausea and vertigo, I can't even sleep til the 1am-4am range. I've even showed up to work at the wrong time, thankfully the managers I have are understanding, and then today I couldn't even do basic math right. I haven't been dealing with the stress well and I have a gut feeling it's going to get worse still.
There's already two problems on my hands that have or will effect my life as it is now.

[lovclub]

i'm like never single and i've been single for like 4 months now and it's killinG ME

and i just came out as heteroflexible and i wanna date a girl really badly and experiment but i'm scared to hurt someone's feelings.

ahhhhhh i hate myself for being a clingy lil bean >:c

[Marley.&.Me]

WHY?!?

I thought you loved me! I thought you cared about me! Once again you CHEATED.

LIED to my FACE. I CAUGHT YOU DAMN IT. I wish I never met you’re stupid self! DONT EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN

IM DONE.