Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Fwutter]

Dear life,

Please give me someone I can go to.

Dear anxiety,

Please go away. You're making sleep and everyday assignments difficult. And I have
to keep it all to myself, and that's not easy, so please just stop or be easy on me.

[Vixem]

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Dear Heart,

I’m sorry I put you through so much crap, you’re
probably tired and worn out from all the aching.
I make things so difficult for us, don’t I?

I’m sorry my life is hard, I’m trying so hard to make
it better. Unfortunately, I know it won’t get better
any time soon..


Please don’t give up on me, we can get through this <3
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[tenor]

dear x,
youve made me feel like crap, and i guess that was a closure i needed. thank ya, and bye.
-t

[drift.]

I told my mom to keep this new obstacle in my life a secret until I could get a grip on all thats happening
But she had to make things worse
I knew you would overreact like you did

You didn't need to apologize for what you did... I know I deserved it, I'm just glad you are no longer blinded,
that you remember who am to you.
You may be popular, but I'll never see you as one of the cool kids, so please, don't track me down and don't make a scene in front a lot of people.
I'm grateful you didn't yell, but seriously..? I know you're scared, I think your'e more scared than I am, and I know you'll be by my side for days on end, and telling me everything's going to be fine. We were so young but you were determined to stay as long as you could, I loved it when you would sit beside me. I loved how pissed your mom got that you could be catching the fever as well, but every time she left the room you were right back in the same place. You shouldn't second guess your worth, because without you I could never have made it out of that so unscathed. it isn't your fault, your words and actions didn't do anything.

You were there for me last time, you don't have to be this time around
You have a life, baby... Don't let me drag you down with me. University should be your priority.

I won't remember what happens. Just know Your spot in my heart is too big to be drowned out.


I love you so much, and you won't ever know how I really feel, I'm too much of an introvert and scared of what you may think.
It's clear how you feel, I just don't know what to do. We've had our ups and downs but I'll stick with you, until I can't fight anymore I'll be here.

[kísmet]

Dear X

Hey, sorry if I " offended " you or anything? But this is all really stupid. You cried over NOTHING. I don't like you, I don't want to date you. You're rude to me anyways, why would I want to? I know ____ was joking, it was a stupid game and I could only say that word. It meant nothing, I didn't even hear him. If I did I wouldn't have even said it. You're overreacting over NOTHING. I know you told people, I don't care. It'll all be on you at the end. You can cry/have an attitude all you want, I know what I meant and you're the one who overreacted.

[space outlaw]

dear friend,
please, just stop trying to earn my love. you've already screwed it all up. i'll still be your qpp, but nothing more. i don't like you like that. at all.. even as you keep saying im literally your "everything", i cant deal with you. as i've allegedly "saved your life", i only wish you would respect that and give me my own space. you're honestly the most pushy and depressing person i've ever met, but you deserve another chance.. don't screw this up, kid.

[drift.]

I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight[/center]

[cicadas]

My Dearest,

Let me start with this. You're a lovely person. You're beautiful and amazing and brilliant. I don't blame you for anything. I can't.

But something's been off lately. Is it me? Is it selfish to even consider it's me?

I get it. Things change.

But if for once you can tell me what it is, that'd be nice.

Lots of love,

Somebody who Probably Doesn't Matter to You.

[rat pack]

Dear an old friend,

What happened? You just left. No calls, no texts, no goodbye. It's like you disappeared. I shouldn't even care anymore, you're in the past. I can't help it but to sit up at night thinking where you could have gone. I hope you're making the most with your life, because I sure am not. I needed you, and you weren't there. You ran away. Just like everyone else. But that's fine, it's okay you left. It's okay you abandoned me. It's okay that I'm not okay. I'm used to it.


~Sincerely,
That person that still worries about you, year after year.

[Yeegurt]

Dear J,

Y o u ' r e n o t b e t t e r t h a n e v e r y o n e.
When you snapped at me for mentioning you adapting to my way of speech...
I found it endearing. It reminded me of my old friends, O and S.
What do I get in return?
"I've spent so much time on my intellect. How could you say that?"
So what do you suppose my intellect is then, if you find that offensive?
You aren't some type of holier-than-thou genius because you read Shakespeare.
Do you really even have your own writing style?
Don't think I don't know about how you copied his imagery word for word.
Your personality is a Frankenstein of all the people you wish you were.
But that isn't even your real personality, is it? It's a facade.
Oh, my friend is in the hospital. Playing LBP2 with my other friend is more important.
My girlfriend wants me to consider her feelings. That's expecting too much from me.
She tries to talk to me about it. Ugh, she's just so sensitive. So I leave.
You brought the worst out of me.
My reaction to your depression was, "aren't I enough for you?" you're right, that was insensitive.
I was wrong, too. Yes, I did selfish things.
But that doesn't make me the entire problem.
What made you thought threatening that, and ignoring my begs and pleads for you to stop...
Was okay?
I was sincerely scared. I was sobbing in my room.
And there you were, pretending. Playing the act.
Afterwards, you blocked me. You played victim to your friends.
More playing from you...
I reach out to one of your friends, I vent to her...
You tell me to leave her alone, I shouldn't bring her into this.
How dare I talk about the pain you made me go through.
I felt so isolated.
I don't know what would have happened to me if I didn't have those two people helping me.
Don't think I didn't see that little trick you played on me, on that old website we used to go on...
I thought maybe I was finally over it, that I could return to that website without feeling uncomfortable.
What do I see?
bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad
You're actually teasing me.


It's been a year now.
It still hurts...