Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[momincharge]

dear love,

i bet your happier without
me. i didn't deserve someone
as nice, kind, beautiful, and
someone as loving as you. you
we're my first girlfriend, of course
it didn't work out, it's just stupid when
you could've just logged out and then
your flipping dad wouldn't know. and then
after you break up with me you go to
date someone else after you say that
'my dad is forcing me to break up with
you'? pathetic. stupid. i still love you.
i wouldn't be saying thee things if your
stupid friend didn't decide to make lies
about me, and then that's what made
you snap? those were lies your friend
told you. lies, love.

i don't know what I'm going to do
now that I've lost you,, you were the
only thing that made me happy.

[spaceface;]

dear grandma,

you do not deserve respect just because you're elderly.
you have to earn it. everyone does. please stop saying "respe
ct your elders," while you're very hateful and rude towards m
e and other younger individuals in the family.
i respect everyone because they're living human beings, but i
f any one person starts treating others crappy... i lose that re
spect for them. you're one of those people.
i am not obligated to bow before you just because you're old.
your age does not make you more important than others.

[anathema]

dear c,
can u please stop leaving me on read? it keeps happening and it makes me feel very insecure and i'm pretty sure u know that
if ur going to bed please just tell me instead of disappearing. u used to do that all the time and now it's like we're going back to old habits

[artemisdarling]

Hey Zac! Can you reply to my Merry Christmas text? Or are you too self-affiliated for that?

[serpentine.]

mello ♥
you’ve changed my life in so many incredible ways. i can never
thank you enough, even if i will never be able to speak to you
face to face. you’ve made me happy on dark days, made me
laugh with those “cooking with marshmello” videos.

when i cried, i watched you, and i felt better because you were
happy, and that made me happy. thank you, so, so much.

p.s. thanks for the birthday card. it was incredible, and it meant
more than you could ever imagine.

with love,
L
#mellogang

[-Blufox]

dear _,

thanks for making 2017 awesome c;

[.Vellichor.]

Dear me,

Why are you beating yourself up so much? You know by now dwelling on any problem makes it infinitely worse. Nevermind that you make the problems up in your head and convince yourself they're real. Then you freak out and scare your loved ones and it makes them scoot further away from you over time.

Just chill. It's FINE.

Sincerely, the inner you.

[dolly]

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

im trying my best

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

don't think i dont love you

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

please tell me you still love me after all i've done

[rubyrocketboots13]

Dear R,

First of all, I would like to tell you how amazing you are. You've survived this far in your life. And life hasn't been easy for you at all.
You've suffered so much; bullies, terrible sickness and your parents being nearly absent in your life. It pains me so much to hear what you're going through. Everytime you tell me about that happening, my heart breaks for you. You've begun to doubt if your worth. I tell you every day how much you mean to me. I tell you how much I need you, yet you don't believe me. It hurts me to see you this way. Every day you seem to grow distant from me. I wish I could just wrap you in a tight hug and comfort you, but I can't. We are so close, but I can't reach you. I'm scared. I'm afraid to show you what I look like. You've never even seen my face or heard my voice. I listen to you all the time. I know your face. But to you, I'm just a name on a screen. Some one who only exists online, I wish you knew my feelings are real. I wish I could reach out and touch you, just to prove I'm a person with a heart and soul. I wish you believed me when I told you that you mean the world to me. I wish you understood. I wish you loved me like I love you. Do you even love me? You never ask how I feel. You never have asked me if I was okay. You never even bothered to give back after you've taken so much from me. You don't know how many times I've cried because you were sick or angry or hurt or sad. I love you in a way that goes past friendship and romantic love. I don't want to date you. I don't want to be with you like that. You've been through so much. All I want is for you to be happy, healthy and safe.

With love,

A Person Who Cares Too Much

[tenturo]

dear k,

i cannot express how much you mean to me.
you know about all of my disorders, my struggles, my insecurities. there's a lot you don't know, but i'm hopeful that one day i'll be able to tell you everything. you've been so patient with me.. majority of the time. i know i'm a handful and a lot to try to deal with,
and im sorry. i feel awful that you have to put up with me in my low swings, but i can't help it, i don't know what to do. we have our ups and downs, for sure. i know that work is your top priority, i just hate that i'm not. but you aren't my top priority, so i can't complain. at least i know i'm high on your list, and you know that you're high on mine.

i hate that i don't totally trust you. you're high on my list for that too but... not as high as i wish you could be. i'm sorry i cant trust you more. i'm sorry i don't tell you about my problems or when something's wrong. i'm sorry i don't open up to you and tell you how i feel. i'm sorry i lash out at you and then disappear, but i genuinely hate myself immediately after i've already said what i did. i can't handle my emotions and feelings, i just don't know how. i don't want you to see me when i'm hurting and vulnerable. i want you to see me as someone strong and confident, even though i'm neither of those things. i want you to see me as beautiful and happy, even though i'm neither of those things. i want to believe that you're proud to call me your princess, because no matter how many times you say it, i can never bring myself to truly believe that you're happy when you say it.

i love you so much.. but i don't think i'll ever be able to tell you that.
it's impossible for me not to cry whenever i think about all this because i know you could do so much better, and i can't for the life of me figure out why you'd choose me. it doesn't make sense.

but i'm glad you did choose me. i don't think i could have ever picked up my pieces anymore.
i love you.
~ten