♡Chocolate♡ wrote:i love you so much, why do you keep denying how wonderful you are?
im sorry i get protective of you, and always so jealous --
you mean the word and beyond to me, and im so honoured to call you my friend, even if you're too perfect for me.
It's always a battle when it comes to cheering people up, or their own low self-esteem. The only thing you can do is continue to try and prove to them how great they are, and hope for the best <3 If anyone realized how much their friends love them, they might not show it, but you just have to put trust into that fact that they know.
kiwikween wrote:I like ranting here so-
Last night was the worst night of it all. I was alone, didn't eat, cried all night and had nightmares, but I think it's over, this depressive state. I think I can finally snap out of it and heal. Granted, it's not going to go away, it never does, but I'm so done with this state of constant depressed feelings. I'm praying this medication actually starts doing is job, I'm so sick of changing up my prescriptions and it not working.
lol rip I'm crying as I write this but, I'm just super emotional. I just want this to be over...and I think it will be soon, thankfully! I feel like I'm ready to heal.
edit// AHH to clarify I'm not implying suicide or anything like that!! I feel like my mental health is getting better!
It's a truly beautiful feeling to see others post that they feel as if they are improving. Don't let anything darken that outlook you've set for yourself here, you deserve to be happy and put the dark times behind you. I hope your medication works for you, and that you have an absolutely beautiful future <3
♥kittyfaith2210♥ wrote:I feel like everyone hates me to the point where I feel like crying. My family tells me they love me but I dismiss them and say they don't they hate me. I can't say I'm wrong about my friends though. The one friend keeps blabbing my secrets. It's so bad I don't even want to tell anyone anything. On top of that, I feel even my close friends here don't really care for me. Some friends I use to have only liked me because I used to have lots of rarer pets and wanted me to gift them. Sometimes I felt so bad for them I gifted them. But once I was out of those kinds of pets they left me. Now it's to where I feel I have only 2 really close friends here and I feel if I don't gift them they'll leave me too. I'm so scared everything's going to fall apart again. I don't want it to. I really don't. But it's almost to where it is.
You shouldn't let people take advantage of you like that, love. If they were ever truly your friends, they wouldn't have made hints towards wanting gifts or the likes- Friendships should be formed on bonds, not physical- or in this case, pixel goods. Along those lines, if those 2 people are truly friends, you shouldn't need to send them gifts or constantly pamper them- they aren't above you, don't let yourself hold their happiness above yours. It's good to care for others, and every once in a while, yea, it's kind to gift someone who means alot to you- But if it crosses the link to which that they would leave you behind if you stopped giving them things? Then they are no longer friends, they are beggars. One thing I've learned in my life, which may not apply to yours, I don't know- is that sometimes, friends will fail you. They'll leave, they'll hurt you, but family? They will always come through in the end. Family has a bond that started from the very beginning, and even if you never talk to someone from it, you will always share a bond; because well, Blood is thicker than water. I truly hope you find a better opinion of yourself, and the world, and that you'll have a wonderful, bright future <3
@Everyone - Be happy, you deserve it <3
@Everyone - Be happy, you deserve it <3
