- everyone just keeps on leaving this world and i can't take it
i can't do anything, i can't help them, i can't save them, i'm powerless and it's disgusting
all i can do is watch them all willingly slip away, again and again and again, like sand through my fingers
one day, none of them will be left and i'll be alone and i don't know what will happen then
none of them deserved to be this broken, none of them deserved to be this desperate
i don't know whether i want to cry, or scream at the top of my lungs, or do both
i can't do anything. i'm useless. if i can't protect them from the world, i'm just a waste of space after all, no matter what they told me.
they were probably lying through their teeth to protect me, when the only thing i was ever good for was protecting them
i feel like i'm going to throw up