TheComfortCorner | V.7

[frozone]

the fires in socal are literally a few hours away, and i've just had this fear of fires as long as i can remember
we've been unpacking and repacking the evacuation stuff into the car, it's freaking me out really and of course i get cramps today. of all days, when i stressed enough about finals and projects and fires and stupidsrupid

and also on friday we were doing some experiment with baking soda, and calcium chloride in science (which was pretty stupid rip) and apparently all of these [which of course they aren't] are toxic or something, because when i picked up my water bottle and was about to take a drink my teacher freaking yelled, like not just got mad, but seriously yelled at me and told me to put it outside, so i set it down under my desk again and she yelled again at me to put it freaking outside and gave me a glare when i walked back in, then yelled again at me telling me i got a lunch detention, which is basically where you walk around for 40 minutes picking up trash or whatever the teachers want you to. but of course i was sick on friday so i just stuck in the library, and now im freaking out that she'll murder me on monday. especially because i hardly get in trouble, it will be humiliating if i do have to go with the stupid punishment, everyone just thinks of me as the smart perfect child and i hate it

and just because i'm freaking out, i guess i'm acting different or something because now my parent look at me like i'm a depressed anxious stressed idiot, which in a way i guess i am

[Mooshidog]

I'm really lonely and it feels like I have less and less people talking to me ;;

[Arsene]

Nobody in my school likes me tbh. My supposed best friend hates me for some reason, and im pretty sure my own mother hates me. How fun.

[mars]

I'm hoping and praying that maybe I'll get a proper diagnosis this time when I head back to the hospital to see my specialist on monday.
I literally cannot live like this anymore. I need an answer, a reason, anything. I need to know that I'm not crazy, that this is a valid issue.
I honestly don't know what I'll do if they don't have the answers. going through those symptoms on a daily basis is just too torturous.

[Lexi<3]

*hugs* to everyone <3

[eggsoda!!]

sIlenTLy mAR kS~ uhh,, to anyone visiting this thread,, my pm’s are always open?? rip

[✮ deathcore]

these past two nights have been rough
im losing hope
but i put on a smile
for you
i tell you things will get better
i cant help you
you can help you
i want you to get better
theres nothing i can do
i want to take your pain away
im sorry
i love you

[percival]

.
'all these things that I have done.'

kid, why are you so scared?
it's not like they'll hurt you.
but hey, faking a personality
is so much easier than dealing
with the bitter and cold truth.
you're scared of the
rejection, right?

letting everyone down again?
you were better than this.
when the walls were up,
you were impenetrable,
so what happened?
he happened.


it's all my fault anyway.
i did this again.
i'm sorry.

[LaceWhiskey]

Legitimately angry right now. I can't go outside by myself given I have severe anxiety, which means I need to go out with someone else. Only the two people that can go with me, the staff in the place I live, refuse to because of a little bit of snow on the ground and to them, they find it a health risk. There is barely over 4cm of snow and given we have a yellow ice warning for tomorrow, the day they are happy to go out makes no utter sense. If anything it would be more of a health risk to go out tomorrow. It's their job to help me, but instead, they choose to hurt my development by treating me like a child. ~ . ~

[illusion.]

GUESS WHO FELL DOWN THE STAIRS FOR THE 3 RD TIME THIS MONTH??? MEEEE, IM DONE , I JUST CANT, MY BODY IS TRYING TO KILL ME I THINK I SHOULD LET IT, I CANT DO ANYTHING I USED TO DI, I CAN'T DO ANYTHING