It makes me uncomfortable when people outside of my family say they love me. And then they look at me like I'm a jerk for not saying it back to them. It's just.. I only say that to my family, not even to my friends. I am not their family, and thus I see no reason for them to love me. I don't even talk to these people more than occasionally in class..
Being a freshman in a senior AP class is proving regrettable. Everyone in that class assumes I'm a senior like them, which is understandable, but it's getting annoying. I'm tired of being asked about classes and teachers that I do not know. No, I haven't ordered my class ring or my lettermans jacket yet. No, I havent chosen my yearbook quotes. No I haven't taken my senior photos. No I am not a senior! Having to tell all these people over and over again seriously annoys me.. Plus, because I'm taking my senior elective class now, I really am not sure what I'm going to do when I'm actually a senior..