D,
I think you like me a little too much. You openly admire my body now. Don't get me wrong I love the attention but I am trying to salvage my own relationship. The fact that I enjoy you and H's company more sometimes doesn't help. Your flirting doesn't help. It makes me long for the freedom I used to have when I was single. I had fun. Fun and love are very different it seems. I love A, I really do, it's just easier to have fun with you.
~ icicle1107
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When they are around it's all about them. I can't be there when they are because I feel like they look down at me. And I can't let myself adopt that look in order to talk to them or you (when they are around). So I avoid them and that makes being friends with you that much harder. You say you miss me. Well that's why I am never around. Not because of A, because of them.
~ icicle1107