Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Wikkedphobias]

dear m
I LIKE YOU OK BYE

[Cherry Boy]

Dear friends,

Since it's almost my bday I just wanted to write something, its kinda cheesy?? but I'm probably gonna write this and send it to all of you one day anyways lmaooo

Oh well I'm gonna be honest all of you really are amazing, I don't know what I would be doing without you right now since you really helped me change in a good way and I seriously appreciate it, we all shared a lot of good moments and I still remember when we were just 3 of us and now we are 8 like man we've come far.
Even though sometimes we had different opinions, interests or even if one of us left to another country we would still talk all good!!
All the jokes we shared, the laughs, the stupid things we did, all the ships we shiped (lmao), and our friendship, etcetera, I really appreciate everything c:

Love each one of you deeply!! <3
-Cherry

[Vixem]

Dear____ _______,

You’re a beautiful human being, don’t let anyone else tell you otherwise.
I know you get bullied, I know you have home issues and I know you suffer
from depression.

I could help you through this, if you let me. I promise I won’t hurt you, I’m
here to guide and help you.

I see you struggle all the time, you’re having a really hard time.. You don’t
fit in and you’re loner which hurts my heart.

You know, just because someone is different doesn’t mean it’s a bad thing!
Being different is unique and being unique is awesome.

I wish you’d understand this, you’re not a bad person at all, we all make
mistakes and that’s completely fine. You’re an amazing person and your
personality really brings you out!


You probably don’t know me, but I certainly know you.

- Mia

[drift.]

Dear you know who you are,
Honestly I don't anymore... I think it's gone. I expected this from the beginning, though.
I don't know what I was holding on to...?
I thought I had everything with you, but now I just look at your name and another bit of my heart breaks.
I hope your happier with her, because I know I didn't do a very good job of putting my feelings out there
I lost you in a fair fight. Even though I doubt I had anything in the first place...

My newest friend,
I haven't given the slightest bit of acknowledgement to the one who kept me from drowning with three words, 'I need you'. They gave me a purpose, set me on a new path. I need to be there for them just like they've been here for me, even if it's only been a short time since I've known them, but this short time has probably been the most painful.
I was so caught up in someone and everyone else who only said they cared more than they really did, I put you on a back burner and all you did was smile... Who does that? He was fine with me ignoring him, and when I finally had the courtesy to text him back all he said was

'I was just waiting on you to find yourself and realize that all the terrible people in your life aren't worth it. And I could've waited longer if you needed it. I'm your friend now... so if you need space, you get it, if you need food, you get it. If you need someone to just sit and hold you I'll be at your door in ten minutes.'

who could be more... knowing?? I don't deserve you, no regular friend does this, and I think you know...
I've told you I can't, and I'm not able, to be in a relationship right now, I told you that if I ever have feelings for you you would know first. And I wasn't lying. You're so sweet, so kind and for such a rough person around your guy friends you're so so gentle and caring.

I wish I could tell you to not wait on me, that in all honesty I don't deserve anyone. I've been broken, emotionally shattered, and there's so much crap in my life you'd think I lived on the set of Riverdale. I don't want you to wait on me, at the same time I can't let go.... One of my many many flaws. I'm glad you're here now, though. And I hope no matter how long I don't like you like that, that you'll be my friend. I don't know if those feelings will ever develop, but if they do I know you'll be there with that huge crooked smile that left me breathless when you gave me food for the first time 😂

Really? It took me about a month to realize, but there are a lot of people that I need to distance myself from and more people who deserve an apology in person... Starting with you, C.

[witchblades]

👻,
"i don't want to talk"
what is that supposed to mean?
why won't you open up and talk to me?
is something wrong? i really can't understand.
i wish you'd just let me help you. you're hurting me.
please stop switching to this fake personality. you think that i can't see through you?
nobody always feels great. nobody is always happy. nobody has nothing to talk about. nobody isn't interesting.
you're seriously hurting me by hiding like this. i hope you know that. all i want to do is help and you just ignore me and push me away when you feel like that.
just let me in. it won't work out if you don't start communicating. please.

-vincent

[kunikida]

D, I don't know what to do at this point.
Today I had an amazing day and I hate to say it, but it wasn't with you - and it was still the time of my life.
You don't make me happy anymore, I just don't know how to tell you that.
I feel trapped in this relationship.
"I'll see if I'm free" how about maybe you clear your schedule and make time for me?
I'm sick of being the only one to initiate interaction. I feel safer, happier with my friends now.
That was the way I used to feel with you, but now everything feels wrong.
I'm sorry, but we aren't compatible anymore.
I don't know how to tell you that lightly.

[escapalization]

a,
i don't even know why i talk to you
anymore. you're selfish, rude, and
entitled. i am not obligated to be
your friend! i don't know what i saw
in you three years ago, but you've
done everything you can to make
me regret meeting you.

i have problems too, okay? and
maybe i do talk about them too
much. but that doesn't mean i can't
talk about them at all. i hate to be
overdramatic, but mental illness
is worse than getting grounded
(again). that's just the way it is.

i should just ignore you. but i won't.
i'll keep talking to you, because that's
the way i am, and i hate it.

please, for god's sake, stop calling
yourself my "best friend". that title
belongs to s now.

from kate

p.s. i hope you realize you're the only
reason you keep getting grounded.

[bobochicken]

J,
Sometimes I wish we were more then friends. I wish you didn’t reject me it hurt a little but you never actually told me how you feel about me. It has left me confused for months and now we are best friends but it doesn’t really feel like it bc i wouldn’t tell you everything about myself because some of the things I think about are how Infeel about you. I done even know if Inreally like you but i really like the idea of us and I wish you would’ve been clear with how you felt instead of leaving me here confused.
J

[idyll]

-snipped-

[drift.]

Dear Yahtzee
I miss you so much baby. The pain of losing you has finally caught up with me.
Everything's been getting me down lately that I haven't even mourned the fact that you're gone from my arms
We both miss you, Rosie's been the perfect cuddle buddy while we sit on the couch and watch videos of you playing in the snow for the first time, passing obedience class, and becoming a therapy dog.

Your life was too short, love, and no one will ever take your place in my heart.
Ironically you loved when I put on this song, it was what comforted you when we brought you home from the rescue. And now I know exactly what it means, I just hate that it took you crossing the rainbow bridge for me to realize how much I need you...

When God calls me home
And my soul is laid to rest
That won't mean I'm gone
Darling, heaven knows
I'll love you just the same
So, don't you feel alone
You may cry a tear or two and that's okay
Just know I'll never be too far away

I'll be sleeping in the stars
Shining through the dark
Watching, smiling, singing out into silence
Everywhere you are I'll be sleeping in the stars

Some steps that we take
Leave an everlasting mark
Even death can't take away
So, if you're missing me
Just look inside your heart
And let the memories play