- hi guys there's a vent/rant below, highlight the text if you want to read it.
otherwise just enjoy a little doodle i made.
i am so unsettled right now. i want to cry because this isn't making me feel
safe at all. so basically for a few months, this one girl, let's call her el, has
been waving to me whenever she can. that was ok, she seemed pretty nice.
she started coming over and talking to me and my bsf sometimes, and that
i didn't mind either. but today i was hugging another close friend of mine
whom i've known for eight years, mind you, when el comes over to me & her.
she says "hi! can i have a hug too?" before i continue, let me tell you i was
hugging my close friend like, a BEAR HUG. and i was really uncomfortable
because i do NOT know this girl at all (she's asked for my socials as well
which i haven't given her) and she was just there. asking me for a hug.
i didn't want to hurt her feelings so i said yes and gave her a quick little
awkward hug and left with my friend but guys. now she's going to think
we're like best friends. and i don't want to hug her again. i don't know her.
i bet she probably has a crush on me, and that makes it even more
awkward because i don't like her back at all. it's just so uncomfortable and
i'm about to cry because idk what to do.