pidge / tahiti / adrogynousDo They Like the Ocean? Why/Why Not?: Tahiti loves water with her entire being, don't get me wrong here. She's never felt more at
home, or more like she belongs, than when her body is submerged in the lukewarm depths.
The water is peaceful, and nourishing, and Tahiti adores it.
But, the ocean is absolutely terrifying. And not even just the ocean, any body of water that
isn't a pool or bathtub. It's not that she doesn't want to love the lakes and especially the oceans -
if you were to get her into the water and take her mind off why she hates it, it'd be the best
part of her day! She could be considered a tad selfish, almost wishing there was nothing beneath
the waves except for her.
Tahiti is afraid of what's in the water. Thalassophobia, in a sense...she knows that the water itself
would never harm her intentionally, whether she's literally an 'ocean spirit' or not water isn't there
to kill. The seaweed, entangling your legs and dragging you under, a large fish waiting for the
perfect moment to grab a hold of you and eat you alive, cutting yourself on the coral reef if you
wander too far. And that's just the stuff we know is down there!
Part of her fear (while it's much more than that, truthfully) is a fear of the unknown, as well. The
ocean is so vast, and we know so little about it, while such magnificent things can exist within it;
horrible, terrifying things must also exist. She isn't one to judge based on looks, an 'ugly' fish is an
'ugly' fish..no harm done, really. But, she's more afraid of the large things that could be there.
Megaladon, for example, is rumored to still exist, and if something that extreme is out there some-
where what's stopping bigger things from existing? Heck, mermaids and sirens could exist for all Tahiti
knows, and they've been known to lure people to their deaths.
For this reason, Tahiti adores aquariums; they give her the opportunity to experience life under the
waves, without having to worry about being caressed by anything on a regular swim(brief touches are
the worst). Aquariums bring out the beauty in the sea, for her, and she would never deny that it's a very
beautiful thing. She truly loves nothing more than water, and could maybe learn to love what's in it one
day, instead of fearfully respecting it. Oftentimes she'll sit at the beach, letting the waves come up and
lick her toes, longing for her crippling anxiety she gets whenever she thinks of what's beneath her in the
water, to disappear.