oh! i feel for you! i had a cat that was not yet fully grown and she was a maine coone named butters. my bro threw her at a moving fan when she was young so then she bacame more cautios and i no longer knew the feeling of her sleeping next to me. my dad reamarried and my stepmom is allergic to cats. we had to give her to my grandma but now butters mental state is so overstimulated thet she will claw people if her food is not served at the same time every day. we thought of putting her down but she was such a pretty cat and so we tried to be nice to her. it soon helped and now she will sit in my bros lap sometimes. we might give her away to a nice lady but i will still miss her

her mother was a black maine coon that we had to give away toi a lil girl. after we gave her away my dad was driving my back home and a cat randomly ran across the street. he jokingly
almost ran over it, wich made me fing mad and i didnt talk to him for a while.
i like your pic. eyes are beautiful and i love how you did the fur......