OK... I am freaking out... FREAKING OUT!!!!! My crush, Jacob, (I have drawn his fursona many times, look in my gallery.) was hanging out with my friends (I was not there) and girstaco, (She was there) just told me that her friend, Courtney had told him that I liked him

. I am still having trouble believing this, because Courtney was never told this. I am so embarrassed even though this happened, like, a day ago. I just hope that it is not true. I am so freaking out that my eyeballs are about to explode. Advice/commentary would be reassuring.