[Tazmir]

Well, its a Entry for a Contest

The left Eye and his one leg is mechanic, just to say that...
If you want something changed, say it.

[Wolfie♥Louis]

That is epiclly coool

[Tazmir]

thank you x3

[CaptainFirefly]

If i filled out a form like when you adopt a WoI, WAS,WOG or anything like that and I fill it out like one of the winning peices may I have this. If you don't know what im talking about than here's an example....



Username: (Username)
Wolf name: (What I am going to name him)
Why did you pick this name?: (Why I named him this)
History/short story: (A short story from his past. About 5-9 paragraghs long)
Personality: (His personality and what he likes to do. about 1-3 paragraghs long)
Anything else?: (Other)


I would make him his own special page in my Character thread and I MIGHT use him for roleplays. Only the good, literate roleplay's, because I don't want to just throw him around like he's nothing cause' this is freakin' epic!


;D


~Wolfeh! =D

[CaptainFirefly]

[center]Username:
Wolfeh-Ish-Ninja!
Name:
Silius Italicus Lockheart
Why did you choose this name:
This name means "Silent" in Latin. I chose this name because I feel like she kind of looks silent and slightly depressive. I feel like she's had a long, hard, sad life and only wants to find someone who loves her. I feel that she is a mateless loner but she doesn't want to be. If someone lived there life depressed, sad, hurt, loveless and shattered you would only be one word...."Silent" To see why her last name is Lockheart read the story.
Gender:
Female/ Fae
Personality:
I am very quiet and often shy. I am sometimes dark and I say very deep thing, I am also Poetic and Artistic and I love to read. I like quiet things and I don't really like fighting, wars or yelling. I love the smooth melodic sounds of howling against the moon and the flow of the river. I like to keep to myself and stay alone yet, deep inside, locked away, I want a mate, pups. I want a pack. I am not asking to be Alpha, I will be an Omega if I must, I just want one person in the world to actually care and love me. I want someone to be there when I am lonesome and sad, someone to hold me tight and tell me it will be better. I want that coldness beside me, I feel every night to become warm and furry. I do not want to be shattered and broken forever. I want a mate to come and fix me.......well...I don't want to get into detail or anything. I know, no one cares about my personal thoughts. (Gonna take over here) She likes to be alone by the river and very much enjoys digging in the bank to find arrow heads and other fossils and minerals. She likes often just sit by any river, creek or stream, close her eyes and just listen to the flow of the water. She will do this for hours on end. WIP

Story/History:

I crept through the ever winding tunnels of the family den, finally reaching the living cove. There I saw a small fire lit, flickering against the pawprints and paintings across the stone walls, And there my mother and father sat on opposite ends of the fire, yelling at each other. I wasn't old enough to understand there arguments but I knew it was seriuos when my father raked his claws across my mothers cheeck. He began yelling louder and louder, coming closer and closer. My mom fell to the ground, holding her bleeding cheek, her teeth barred in pain. Her ears were laid back as tears streamed down her face. When I saw this I, without thinking, ran into the Living Cove. "Daddy stop!!! Your hurting mommy!!! Your hurting mommy!! Stop!" I yelled with fear. He stopped ripping into my mother and faced me, anger in his eyes. "Shut up you useless pup!!!! You were a mistake!!!! Everything was a mistake!!! Just die already!!!!!!" He screamed at me. I cowered in fear, backing into my mother, a tear rolled down my face. My ears and wings were laid back. Before my mother could wrap her arm around me my father struck. His claws slashed across my eye and parts of my face.

I screamed and cried, the blood mixing in with the salty tears. He didn't stop though. After lashing upon my face he began raking along my legs, yet hit one especially hard, and the bone began to show. Every thing stung and burned and I couldn't stop crying. I was screaming my heart out, nothing in particular just screaming. "STOP, DADDY, STOP!!!!!!!!! STOP, IT HURTS, DADDY, IT HURTS, STOP!!!!" I screamed, barely able to get it out, I was crying so hard from the pain intesity. I thought this was bad. He stopped and looked at me then yelled again. " Oh shut up you inconciderate, attention hogging, selfish brat!!!!! You don't deserve life and you don't deserve to fly!!!". After he spoke these words, my eyes widened and I didn't know what to feel. Terror? Shock? Disbeleif? Pure fear?? Soon, with one swipe of his claws he slashed away my beautiful, large, white angelic wings. I fell to the floor in pain and fear, shreiking for help and for him to stop. I couldn't describe my pain. I just kept crying, screaming. My tears mixed in with my blood and made it look as if I was crying blood. I now layed in a pool of blood, my vision leaving and everything blurry. I was now seeing double vision. Everything went numb and before it all went black I saw figures. A feminine figure, my mom, charged into a masculine figure, my dad.

My mother began lashing across my dads chest, screaming at him. "YOU KILLED MY BABY!!!! YOU KILLED HER!!! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!!! ARE YOU MAD!!!" she shreiked. She stopped as he tried to claw back, she looked at the fire. She grabbed him by the shoulders and flung him into the fire, holding him down. She began crying but I knew it was just the pain of the fire burning her paws. Now I realize mabey it was because she was killing her love, her mate, my father. After he stopped struggling she realised him and stood back, staring at the her dead mate, burning in the flickering flames. I heard her whisper to him. "Did you stand to close to the fire....like a liar....looking for forgivness from a stone....!" She spat, silently then rushed over to me. IMy vision then began to die. The last thing I saw was her glistening blue eyes, flames flickering behind her, then it turned to Blackness. Darkness. Coldness.



I lay in this bitter darkness for hours. Many things crossing my mind. Am I dead? Am I lost? Was I saved? If I died...is this Heaven....Mommy said there might be a time of darkness when you die....when you will have to wait for Heaven and the all mighty wolf ruler Nocturna to come. Nocturna has to find you. She has to find you because many wolves start out alone in the darkness after they die. They float there for hours, days, weeks, months and sometimes years before Nocturna can find them...pull them from the darkness and into the light, in her kingdom of light so they can live in eternal bliss. When would Nocturna find me? Will she ever find me? I then realized my thoughts began to echo. Why coudn't I--I am alive!! I slowly began to open my eyes, everything blurred at first. I saw the cool, leaf green eyes of Zephyr.


Zephyr. The head Mender, the head healer. He could heal anything. Did he fix me? I quickly blinked my eyes open to see if I had been healed. "Zephyr?" I asked, wondering if it was truly him. "Silius! Your alive! Your awake!" He lowly shouted with glee. "She's awake!?" I herd another voice and saw another set of hazel eyes. The Alpha Brute! The Alpha Brute had come to see if I was okay? Did something really seriuos happen. "Im awake. Zephyr, Zorro, were is my Mommy? Is she okay??" I asked They looked at each other in worry. Zorro spoke. "Y-...your mother...your mother cannot be found any were, Silius. Your father was found dead by the flames in your den. Early this morning you were found lying at the entrence of Zephyr's den."

"We searched for your mother, yet she was not found. Your siblings were fine. Do you remember what happened last night, Silius?" Zorro asked. "Y-yes, sir." I told him and I began to slowly get up to tell him what happened. Something didn't feel right. I know that Zephyr mended my wounds, I could see the bandages on my face ou of the corner of my eye. I looked at my body and shreiked, little tears began streaming down my face. "What happened!!!??? Whats wrong with me???" I cried to Zephyr and Zorro. My leg was mehcanical, as were my wings. Made of pure metal. My eyes were wide with shock and fear. "Your eye is the same, Silius. Im sorry. This was the only way it could be fixed." Zephyr informed me. "B-but...." I shuttered. I wasn't sure what to say about my new mechanical body parts. Would this be how I were to live the rest of my life?


"Im sorry, Silius. It had to be done or you would die." Zorro told me. "Will I have to live like this forever??" I asked, sounding pup-ish. "Yes." Zephyr spoke. I looked at them, my eyes horror struken. Im a monster, I thought to myself. I knew I would have to get over this though. They probably thought my mom went crazy and tried to kill us. I knew I had to tell them what really happened, about how my dad went crazy and tried to kill us, but my mother fought back. I told them of the whole story. They sighed. "I knew that brute was bad luck! He always had a weird side to him!" Freted Zorro. He sighed and shook away his emotions. He looked back at me. "Silius, you will live with Sarai in the nursery with your siblings until your mother can be found or you are adopted." ADOPTED! I can't be adopted! I thought. I have to get away! I have to get away from this!!


I didn't show my emotions to them though. They would get suspsius. Ask questions. "Okay" I simply said and slowly began to walk out of the Medicine Cave with Zorro by my side. I hesitate to walk out of the cave, to show myself to my pack but I sucked it up and contiued. Everyone stopped to look at me, some staring in disgust and some staring with curiosity. One of the male pups I went to learn with shouted at me. "Woah!! Cool!!!!" He yelled. Zorro gave hima dirty look and he backed away. I then layed my ears back and put my head down, not wanting to look at my pack taking in the new me. Well, they wouldn't have to see it for long. Im running away tonight. If I can't have my Mommy, I don't want anything. As Zorro walked me to my new den, he left my side as I crawled through the entrance.

I ignored my siblings stares and comments. I layed in the back, away from them and Sarai and waited for night fall. I fiddled with my paws and got ucustomed to my new self, until night finally stole the day. I waited 15 more minutes for Sarai and my brothers and sisters to fall into a deep sleep. Soon I began creeping out of the den, lightly crawling on my belly.


Once outside I looked around through the night, my eyes quickly ajusting. A cool breeze blew through my fur and I lightly shivered and continued creeping through the camp. As I came to the entrance I stopped and looked back at my old den, the scent and warmth of my mother returning. A tear trickled down my cheek and I quickly looked away and swiftly ran through the Entrance and into the forest. I looked around, not knowing were to go. The thought of my mother wouldn't leave me. I got frustrated so I ran. I just ran. I kept running and running, not knowing were I was going. I looked back every now and then, not knowing why. Branches and leaves slapped me in the face, till' I bled, yet I just contiued to run and run. I ran forward for hours and hours until sunrise. I stopped, trying to get a grip upon reality. I was panting, barely able to breathe. Once I got a hold of my breath I spoke to myself. "Stop. Just stop. She's gone. You can't do anything about it. She's probably with Nocturna in her Kingdom of Light, libing in Eternal Bliss. She is happy. And thats all that matters." I told my self gently, holding back tears.


I soon widened my eyes. I was standing on a cliff. On the edge of the sea! I looked over the orange-pink water as the sun rose over it. I watched in fascination. I soon forgot about everything and found a way down the cliff and ran across the sand, it feeling good as it squished between my now three real paws. I stopped at the waters edge, knowing I coudn't get this steel wet, for I would rust. I stepped back some as the water came close. I then looked out upon the horizon and spoke to myself boldly. "I am Silius Italicus. I am strong and bold. I am NOT a monster. I am perfect and beautiful no matter what anyone says. My heart is locked until the right one comes and unlocks it. Until one comes and gains my trust. My loyalty. My life. That one may never come. I may never be loved. But until then I am Silius Italicus LockHeart." I told myself as the sent of salty sea air and my mothers warm fur mized together to make an amazing smell. I soon realized this is my home now. This is were I belong.



Epilogue

WIP

[Tazmir]

Wow óo
Thats a really good Story x3
I really like it
Since i didnt won the Competition, you may have her :3
Im in love with the Story, really xD

[CaptainFirefly]

*gasp* Really, I can have her!! Thank You!!!!!



All day at school I was thinking that you were gonna say something like "Sorry, im keeping her for myself." or "Sorry, someone else got her" or something like that and I was freaking out. XD


Also, thank you for the compliment on the story. For some reason I feel its a little over dramatic and I know I could do better and make it longer and add more detail to it. But thank you anywayz! If you ever want a story from me for one of your characters/fursona's then im always glad to help!! ;D


Thank You So Much!!!! I love her!!!! =D


~Wolfeh! =)