I'm supposed to act like they aren't here. Assuming there's a "they" at all. It may just be my imagination. Whatever it is that's watching, it's not human... It doesn't ever blink.
What does a scanner see? Into the head? Down into the heart? Does it see into me, into us? Clearly or darkly? I hope it sees clearly, because I can't any longer see into myself. I see only murk. I hope for everyone's sake the scanners do better. Because if the scanner sees only darkly, the way I do, then I'm cursed and cursed again.
I'll only wind up dead this way, knowing very little, and getting that little fragment wrong too.
[[ experimenting, thought it turned out intersting so i would post it here. rewatched A Scanner Darkly, mainly because my sister's on drugs and I've been thinking about it a lot. it's rated R for sure so unless you have permission to watch such movies just read the quote and enjoy it's magnificence.
one layer, done in apache's colors :/ ]]
























