Vent art. Big time. Today my aunt delivered a baby girl...but the little thing didn't make it. My aunt was only 7 & 1/2 months pregnant. The doctors had found fluid in the lunges of the baby and had put my aunt in the hospital. The baby wasn't under stress and seemed to be doing fine, but the doctors decided to send a needle into the womb and trying to extract the fluid. Then things went wrong. The baby was born this morning before its time (after being put under stress by the doctors) and died. This would have been my aunt's first baby and my first girl cousin. I had waited for this child for so long. I wanted her with all my heart. But she is gone. I didn't even get a chance to say hello. I will be traveling up to see the family tomorrow. I hope I will be able to be strong for them, but I don't know. I have been crying all day, though my mom doesn't know that. I stop when I'm around others. I have a volleyball game tonight and I don't know how I'm going to get through it without breaking down. This is all very hard on me. If I could, I would trade my life for her's. I loved her so much and couldn't wait until she was born. But she's dead now and I have nothing but pain.
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I am so sorry about that. I can not even think about the pain your family must be going through. I will pray for you guys. Again, I am so sorry. Also lovely picture!
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███░█████████████████ █ ──-──────────────────── ❝ hi! i’m a long time player who loves to hoard chameleons and anything else that tickles my fancy. i am a huge nerd and love to cosplay!❞