[.Pardalis.]

~Blurr~

Wolf- why is it a wolf?
there are alot of reasons for this and I feel lately that I need to stand up for myself oon this point.
Blurr is a wolf because for as long as I can remember (um around 5?) I have dremt about wolve,about being a wolf,When I was little,I communicated through animal sounds,most often growling or howling (I dont know why ,I just couldn't talk,and it was the only way I could express myself).Another,very important ,tho sore nerve is this.

I got sick,with a really high fever,and the fever caused me to hallucinate and always it was a wolf.
I still have shadows of that sickness and I still see the wolf,so I did'nt just say "ooooo,wolves are pretty , im a wolf. I. have always....felt more lupine ,then human. It's that simple. to change that would be to change me And i refuse to do that.

Markings and name.
My greatest feeling of freedom in any crisis,be it family trouble or Anxiety ,is when I am running.
I have a partner is freedom,Rydag,my wolfdog.
that place ,close to the ground when we are running together.Looks like we have merged in the blurr of movement.That is why My sona is "blurr" I feel like it's my own name,more fitting then the one I was given.
the markings are teal for water,I love being in the water,I feel free and weightless and my joints dont hurt.
The bands on the feet represent shackles,of any kind,emotionally.and they represent again,freedom.
the markings on the eyes are of vines,something that I always draw,and Im known for.
the yellow eyes.This is where Ive stayed true to the wolf. but with the bluer spot on the eye.
That is for heterochromia,something that I have and consider a deep aspect of "me"
nobody I know has it,which is why I feel it is me and not many.
also the white tip-rydag is ,an animal who I have a deep connection with. He is a wolfdog.
most wolves have a black tipped tail,but he has a white tip. it is something i find irritating and endearing.I love him so I that put into my sona. I might add something later but for now this is the best representation of me. Digitalis is something I want to be ,and something I was. But blurr is something of past present and future so for now ,digi will be his mate <3