Bipolarity

[Scotis]

My own mental illness meeting my passion for horses.

My bipolarity is a constant cycle.
Falling into depression, wanting to cease to exist and no energy left to even move.
Then having too much thoughts to functions, a desire to crash my life in a new direction, convinced like I'm the best thing alive.
And sometime, rarely, I feel both at once: like I’m drowning and flying at the same time.

— Scotis