idk i just. i think its a mixture of having no spoons and a sore throat but ive felt kinda odd tonight. i really had to draw how it felt.
specifically i had to draw how my "ears" felt. sometimes i imagine myself with large ears on the top of my head and they help me express my emotions. of course no one can see them (they dont actually exist) but like. in my mind theyre there. and theyre very expressive! rarely i feel a tail the same way and/or wings but the wings dont happen as much now and they are more annoying because i will either think of them intentionally or because i need comfort. the ears and tail just happen though i typically dont make them appear but i can!