”There's something about
Falling in love that gets me down
Maybe I know I'll break your heart
Or maybe it's death that do us part
Everyone who loved me, they hate me now
And I don't want you to hate me when I let you down
I don't wanna be your biggest regret
I don't wanna be someone you forget
So
Please don't fall in love with me
I'm not enough to please you
You're so perfect
Trust me I'm not worth it”
-Tiger Hawkins
- idk why,I just relate to that song way too much
I’m jealous of those who can love. I crave that feeling a lot, I’ve felt it before. But.. that was a long time ago. Ever since I’ve only ever tried to force it. I began to feel it again once, but it was ripped away from me and left me bitter and cold ever since. And those that ripped it from me showed no mercy in the fact. But, they thought they were doing what was best, and I guess it’s not kind of me to hold anger because they cared for me. They just didn’t want to see me hurt.
…
Classes start in two weeks. I have a job now. I don’t have time to regret my past actions and wrongdoings anymore. I have an important appointment in the morning and another in the afternoon. Also need to go up to the bank.
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I don’t feel like myself currently. I’m just watching myself.
