- ”that’s selfish, you’re only thinking of yourself. Don’t think that way. So you make a connection with someone and because you’re scared you’re willing to shut yourself away and hide? Never thinking of how just doing that could hurt someone? You’re preserving yourself, I understand. You don’t want to get hurt the way you did before. But how do you know it won’t change? Do you know?”
‘I don’t. But I also don’t want to hurt anyone else, so I feel that the best option is to close myself off and stop feeling. That way no one else has to hurt’
“Why are you making things harder for yourself? Why are you hiding and scared of the unknown? You’ll never know if you don’t try. You’re scared of feeling like everyone else on this god forsaken earth. You’re giving up. Don’t. If you keep this up you’re going to live you’re whole life like this and is that what you really want? I know it’s not, you hide it make it seem like everything’s fine. But I know you. And from now on I’m going to help you.”
Me n Buddy watched 11 episodes of jujutsu kaisen and had a ton of talks about life today. And for the first time in a long time, I feel like I can finally talk about literally anything with someone without the fear of them getting upset at me or being ignored. I could say the most stupid thing or be rude as hell and they just laugh and play along with whatever I say and I do the same for them. Been a while since I’ve felt so,, loose? Around someone
