- I've felt really uncertain about myself, who I am, and even what I am sometimes.
I wish I could have all of the answers but I don't. I found out I have an autoimmune disease which hasn't been fun to deal with but it does give me a lot of answers for what's happening to me physically as a person. I've been going through almost a year of intensive therapy in January ( less than 4 months ) and I still have more intensive therapy to do that will involve reliving my worst nightmares.
I'm not proud of myself for who I was but I am proud for who I've become. These last 3 years have been some of the worst years of my life but I have also had the opportunity to watch my daughter grow right in front of my eyes.
Please, keep pushing, and keep fighting! If it hadn't been for my support group, friends, family, and even my coworkers, I wouldn't have been able to get as far as I have. If you don't think anyone believes in you I do <3 I am so proud of you and admire all of the work you put into getting to where you are today.
