As of right now im probably at one of my lowest moments in awhile
I don't like to write out posts like this and I actually hate venting publically, but I feel
that this is probably best for me to explain myself before I disappear for a moment.
I am not happy with anything right now, and it's to the point where I dread getting on cs or discord .
I tried to push forward with it but anytime I do anything I feel like I'm constantly walking on eggshells and that
I'm gonna slip up with anything I say or do. I thought that maybe it was just my anxiety getting to me but in
recent weeks I've realized that it's just the fact I miserable dealing with any cs related things. I regret coming back after two years.
I'm sorry to anyone I'm leaving hanging for right now, I seriously can't mentally process anything and If I add any more stress i
will break. I promise I still love you all and want to talk to you once this is over.
for right now I am going to need to step back for my own health and until things start to get better.
I love you all and thank you for understanding♡
I don't like to write out posts like this and I actually hate venting publically, but I feel
that this is probably best for me to explain myself before I disappear for a moment.
I am not happy with anything right now, and it's to the point where I dread getting on cs or discord .
I tried to push forward with it but anytime I do anything I feel like I'm constantly walking on eggshells and that
I'm gonna slip up with anything I say or do. I thought that maybe it was just my anxiety getting to me but in
recent weeks I've realized that it's just the fact I miserable dealing with any cs related things. I regret coming back after two years.
I'm sorry to anyone I'm leaving hanging for right now, I seriously can't mentally process anything and If I add any more stress i
will break. I promise I still love you all and want to talk to you once this is over.
for right now I am going to need to step back for my own health and until things start to get better.
I love you all and thank you for understanding♡