" On nights still like this one, the familiar meow of starclan no longer echoes in my ear instead replaced by eerie silence which taunts me for what I've done. The faces of the happy fat kittypets i recruited into a life of survival and hunting, one they wouldn't ever have to face if it wasn't for me, They've begun to haunt my dreams with desperation sprawled over their snouts. I took everything from them just to abandon the same principles I built their clan on, I toyed with their fate for my own selfish desires. I hope she is taking care of them, she's training them to be the warriors I could not have brought them to be. The same cats I used to share tongues with are now the ones I'm sinking my claws into at border skirmishes. Sadly I've begun to associate tension and fear with these same cats I once loved. I've become a coward yet I refuse to disappoint more cat's who've given up everything to follow me. I must be the leader of Loveclan that my court deserved.



