[demodog]

well... today i found out my poor doggo will have to be put down, she has mouth cancer and there is nothing i can do to fix it, i took her to the vet and it was their suggestion, i do not wish for her to suffer, but i dont want her to leave me yet, she's a old girl but i love her so very much. thank you for reading, i just had to get this off my chest, im crying non-stop , ive got till thursday until she gets put down, i will treasure these days and may not be on as much, i like to draw on this platform and it is very safe haven to express myself, i thank you, the chicken smoothie member reading this,and all of my followers aswell, thank you.