[River Rain]

Another sorta vent art because I just really want to...I just sorta feel this way. And I am just frustrated and wanted to draw this, even if I felt like this for literal years. I am just mad at myself sometimes that I was born with the wrong gender even tho I couldn't do anything about it which sucks. I wish I was a god sometimes too so I could just get rid of what I hate about myself and make many people's lives better. But I guess that's life huh-

Also just feel frustrated with people calling me a girl and deadnaming me all the time, I just wanna rip something up because I just am so angry but of course don't wanna hurt anyone.

Now I am gonna go outside and lay on the balcony with my cat (she helps a lot with my emotional problems), maybe even bring a sketchbook or phone and watch videos with her. She is just such a sweet cat I would die for her, and give up anything to make that little puffball happy. Hopefully when I come back I can get some work done : )