[Apollo's Coffee]

- For he 2 and a half followers that may care to read these....
I may not be replying to many private messages for awhile- nor working on my adopts for a bit.
i do- however have a few premade ones i may release depending on how long it'll take me to recollect everything.


Im not sure how much i can express on chicken smoothie in terms of what took place Wednesday night, 12/09/20

but one of my dearest friends passed away last night.
i didn't find out until 6;00 this morning before school.

His name was Zackary,

He was 3 years younger than me and my friend group- and had an upcoming birthday on December 22nd.
He had 3 siblings, two who are in elementary and one in middle school.

i had known him for three years- and we'd spent two years in band together.
He use to be my neighbor before moving down closer to our high school.
on band trips- he would always sit with a close girl friend i had, while me and my boyfriend would always sit across them in the next seat over. He would skate board through town every day- and every time id see him id always honk at him..


And when i tell you- this kid was the brightest and most kind hearted soul in the world- i mean that with every thing i hold heavy in my chest today. All he could manage to do was bring a smile to everyone's face- ive heard him say multiple times that his goal was to make people happy- and he did just that. No one in my school has ever said a mean word about him for as long as I've known him- and to know- what had happened to him Wednesday night in horrifying detail- absolutely kills me.

after school Wednesday was the last time i saw him, and id give anything to tell him how much i love him and appreciated him and everything he's done to bring genuine kindness and happiness to the people around him-
But i was in a rush.
and i didn't say anything to him.


Call your friends.
You never know what they are going through at home,
you never know if tomorrow is guarantied with them or not.

[lil667]

Oh My Gosh. I am so sorry. I would never hope for that to happen to anyone. I've never lost a human close to me so I can't be as good of a help as some but if you need anything, I will definitely be there for you. I also know you probably don't want to hear anyways to cope just know it is ok to not be ok.

[Exitium]

This kind of hit me hard, because I realized that I never really tell my friends just how much I love and appreciate them for being who they are, and sticking by my side through the years.

I know saying sorry doesn't help, because it isn't what you need to hear, so I just hope that you take the proper amount of time to regain yourself. Get some proper sleep, and don't worry about this game, alright? We'll all be here when you're ready to come back.

[-Novacaine-]

I am so sorry for your loss! Take your time, hon. It's hard losing someone you love, and it takes time to heal. Please take care of yourself, and know that we care about you.

[Raptorfang]

I just saw this post on the home page and clicked on it on a whim, so I've never seen or interacted with you before, but what was said here really got to me. I am so so sorry for your loss, even though no amount of apologies will bring him back or make things okay. I'm sure he loved you a lot and I can only hope he knew how much you loved him too. I've never had anyone close to me pass away, but a kid I once barely knew and someone else I went to school with but never saw both passed away earlier this year and those hit me hard, so I can only imagine what losing an actual friend must be like. I don't like imagining it. I'm so sorry.
Tell your friends you love them, guys. Please.