[Kabloosh]

to my intrusive thoughts:

if you don't believe in dragons
it is curiously true
that the dragons you disparage
choose to not believe in you.

- jack prelutsky


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vent but also a little bit of joy/defiance.

so a lot of the time, things are so bad i can barely even go out for a walk without spiraling into just. the worst thoughts.

but over the past few years. i've found some good people & some good advice. they help me believe i'm not horrible and i deserve to exist.
i've finally hit the point where i can kind of stop caring what other people think of me.
i finally have some hope.

it's not like everything is magically healed all of a sudden but it's so much better.

~

if you're dealin with similar things:
you do not deserve to suffer.
you deserve to be able to rest and find respite in your own mind.
i wish the absolute best for you.
i hope you come to a place where sadness and fear have less of a hold on you.
anxiety is not worth your time.

(also hobbies really, really, really help. immerse yourself in something fun or engaging whenever you can.)


the background is exactly how my hometown looks when my glasses fog up at night lol

[total solitude]

im so happy you've reached a good spot in your life. you're so worth it and i'm so proud of you.
i wish you the best of luck for the future! ♥