- Thank you to all of my friends who have stuck around with me through the journey of my
little "Honeybea". I'm so thrilled to be bringing her home tomorrow but I am also very
nervous and scared. I wanted to preemptively make this because I know that I couldn't
tomorrow.
I go to the hospital at 9am and maybe I will get to experience those life changing moments
my parents talk so much about. This whole journey has been so much growth. I am hardly
the same person I was even a month ago. I wish I could have better handled some situations
in my life, allowing people in instead of pushing them away.
I was scared of letting people see my true colors and I changed, trying so hard to be someone
I wasn't. I am so grateful for this experience, without it I would never have grown up the
way I needed to when I needed to.
To the people I've hurt, I'm sorry. I may never be able to give you an apology one on one but
I hope one day we can be friends again. For now, my next few months will be focused on
taking care of my daughter and raising her the best I can. I'm absolutely terrified and holding
on with white knuckles but to those who have shown nothing but love and support, thank you.
Thank you so much, from the absolute bottom of my heart. Your kind words, everyone who
reached out to me, offering me support, being so willing to help me in any way I needed.
You have given me so much hope and the drive to continue no matter how hard it gets.
Thank you to those who have saved me from myself, and pushed me to keep going even when
I wanted to give up. I cannot thank you all enough for being some of the most kindhearted
people, caring for me even when I couldn't care for myself. I can never repay you for your
kindness you showed me in my most difficult times.
Please, for me, remember that there is always someone who loves you. You never know who
you can save simply by saying something kind about them. Always reach out to someone you
trust. You are loved without condition. You are a person, take some deep breaths, and think
about the things that make you happiest.
Thank you again to those who helped me and showed me so much compassion. I have to move
on to a new chapter in my life, but I will never forget those who have helped me. I love you.
