The pull on my flesh was just too strong
It stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie
'Cause when I open my body, I breathe a lie
I will not speak of your sin
There was a way out for him
The mirror shows not
Your values are all shot
But oh, my heart was flawed
I knew my weakness
So hold my hand
Consign me not to darkness
It stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie
'Cause when I open my body, I breathe a lie
I will not speak of your sin
There was a way out for him
The mirror shows not
Your values are all shot
But oh, my heart was flawed
I knew my weakness
So hold my hand
Consign me not to darkness
- This was originally just going to be vent art but then I got invested
I know I don't usually post this kind of stuff, I usually just make my characters hurt when I'm not feeling 100%
I also have very little idea what the vent is about honestly
It's also kind of hard to explain :')
Just overthinking
and the fact that once I feel like I'm finally doing something right I end up messing up again
Anyway this is Eli, kind of relating to his situation these days
edit; forgot to add my reference image (xXx)
