[sweathie]

not to be dramatic but i would rather be back in IOP than repeat a week of middle school. dude i thought being depressed was COOL and i was PROUD of it. BOY was i wrong


thankfully i am , now, in a loving relationship, and found out i wasn't just being a "transtrender" to be cool like all of the internet rightwings say and that i was actually just. trans.

middle school sucked. to all of my middle schoolers out there, my heart goes out to you. literally just be yourself. i know everyone says that but. just do the things that make you happy even if you think they're "uncool" because the coolest people i know now are the people who didn't give up on what they loved because they thought it wasn't cool. if you get laughed at? screw em. you're cool. does your mom say you're cool? your mom is RIGHT. let her know that. middle school sucks but don't let it suck. do the good things. go trick or treating.

[superfruit!]

ahem just a lil story from this nightmare year


a boy in my class told me i looked a troll from movies


tbh i thought it was hilarious but my social anxiety was like "hey you better look like you're about to cry so that way people know you can't talk to anyone without having a panic attack"




(i actually did think it was hilarious and in my head I was laughing out loud but ya know *jazz hands* anxiety

[sweathie]

ahem just a lil story from this nightmare year


a boy in my class told me i looked a troll from movies


tbh i thought it was hilarious but my social anxiety was like "hey you better look like you're about to cry so that way people know you can't talk to anyone without having a panic attack"




(i actually did think it was hilarious and in my head I was laughing out loud but ya know *jazz hands* anxiety

"*jazz hands* anxiety" is a large mood. i hope you're able to talk to someone (school counselor/therapist) about your anxiety- i had huge anxiety problems growin up and man, it ruined me.