by ♔Voltaire♔ » Sat Apr 11, 2020 1:01 pm
Username: ♔Voltaire♔
Name: Thea
Gender: Heifer
I can't even fathom how hard it is for me to even tell myself this baby is mine. I am very very angry I don't know who you/you all are, but that anger is directed completely at myself because despite what you think, I really don't deserve this kid, or really anything for that matter. I apologize that I have already done the things you told me not to do- I feel really really bad that I cannot thank you personally, and I definitely am undeserving of such kindness. I honestly won't ever stop beating myself up over it, and probably won't ever fully accept the fact she's mine- but know that I appreciate it so much. Thank you to those who were a part of this; I want nothing more than to fight you and thank you personally for everything. It's you guys that deserve things like this, not me, and I will work my tail off to earn this baby, because I definitely don't think I have done so. She has been loved from the moment I looked at her, and will be loved literally forever. It's people like you that remind me I am not as much of a monster as what my head and heart tell me. I only hope to continue to support you and be a person you can be proud to know.
P.S. I cried. A lot, like 5-6 different bouts over the course of the past two days. You did this to me skdjfhg
Part of me knows you already know that but don't forget it.
xxx
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