[Kayara]

Yeah, "Don't Start Now" by Dua Lipa was ringing in my head the whole time.

[Kayara]

2-18-21- OH MY,
sheesh I really thought this was so cool skhdfakhd
Kay.. hun u were a wee bit keen. Just a little bit, but we've worked out the lil kinks so far, though. Such as not coloring something fully, lol.

A lot has happened since then, eh? from using this same laptop on the living room couch, wondering why it would shut down randomly and how annoying that was, compare that to now; with dad gone this thing is a good as gold just cuz it was his. But you don't have to be too careful. Like he said, "don't treat it like it's, it's just a piece of junk, it's a good computer, take care of it okay?" do that, but he wanted you to write, and draw as long as you were safe. At this point, don't stay here all the time. I know we want to distract ourselves from the fact that life is moving on, and that we see no future, but we know that it's there, so go and live. Enjoy all the pets he let us get. Sing; he liked you to do that. The right songs of course. Paint, go bike riding, take of mom, she depends on you to at the very least do your hw faithfully. Go on.